What do I do??
So Jeff and I are talking again. And I dunno. I thought this entire week that he wasn't putting effort into the friendship. Then last night he was really nice and talkative and flirty. It was weird. I woke up this morning and assumed he was either drunk, high, or had just gotten laid when he talked to me. We talked again tonight and he was still nice but just...different. He told me he feels comfortable around me again but yesterday he feels was a mistake. He said he woke up this morning going "oh god what the hell did I do last night." He said he'd like to hang out with me sometime and goof around but there's always that fear lingering over his head that I'll revert back to my old clingy creeper self. I'm trying so hard not to. I don't want to be like that anymore. I just want him as a friend. I can tell he's trusting me again because now when we talk, he's more talkative and he compliments me. When we didn't get along, he was so mean and nasty and just focused on pissing me off. Now he doesn't do that. But I dunno. I'm being careful. I don't want to fuck things up again. I'm scared I will.