Comments | shr0omtastic: School drug tested me. why? not i was high...because i was crying.

shr0omtastic

School drug tested me. why? not i was high...because i was crying.

Mar 01, 2005 20:18

So. today i had a really bad day...my teacher made me cry and i got a detention for my first late to that class. I am pmsing so im fucking emotional sorry. So tried to go to class but it just got to me...i started to cry so i asked my teacher if i could talk to my psychologist, so she gave me a pass. I talked to Ms. Conti for 4 periods just crying ( Read more... )

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thisisacomma March 2 2005, 01:42:52 UTC

saw your post on hippies4u so thought I'd take a gander. and that really sucks. i am so sorry. i hope everything cools down. and dont worry, i got a year left too. it's gonna suck, but we can make it, with some "help." if you know what i mean. haha.
sending peace and love :)

shr0omtastic March 2 2005, 01:48:58 UTC

Thank you very much, yeah it does suck. I hope things cool down too...I have to chill with smoking and other things because i can get random drug tests at school now at any given time..which sucks hardcore. but im still going to smoke fuck them <3

thisisacomma March 2 2005, 01:58:36 UTC

yes, FUCK THEM! Hopefully you'll get lucky. And is it cool if I add you?

shr0omtastic March 2 2005, 02:18:48 UTC

Yes of course you can add me, Ill add you back :)

think of all the good times<3 itsjustaphase_x March 2 2005, 01:47:47 UTC

dear sarah,

i love you more than you will ever know. you are the sunshine of my life. (oh man now i'm crying) i wish i could make everything at school go away for you. i wish i could punch every single administrator in the fucken face. i wish i could make this day disappear as if it never happened.. but its these things, these days, that make us stronger. i know that you are a strong person and you will be able to make it through this. i know you can, because i believe in you. you are such a strong person.. and i admire you so much for it. you are never afraid to take risks, and i really respect you for that because, i do too, but im always so damn paranoid. >haha< but all jokes aside, you are a great person, and if people can't see that just because you do drugs, FUCK them. Fuck all the judgemental people that think you are so fucken horrible for wanting to do drugs. FUCK northern. FUCK everyone who aren't accepting of other people. FUCK EVERYONE. im glad that we got you to cheer up a bit in lunch. when you ran up to me at the end ( ... )

Re: think of all the good times<3 shr0omtastic March 2 2005, 02:07:38 UTC

Sarah, I love you soooo fucking much. YOU MADE ME CRY GOD DAMMIT. but this time out of all the tears i spilled today these were tears of happiness. I've always had a best friend here and there in my life. but in the end they've always got up and walked away because they baught into peoples dislikes about me. You have changed my fucking life so much and given me new meaning to the word best friend, that i didnt know anyone could be this close and feel this way without being family (which you are) or gay hahaha. you and kelly mean so fucking much to me. I've had my problems in life, but im so glad im still here and i've gotten to say im your friend. Everyday you make going to northern possible and give me hope for the next day to come and i cant thank you enough for saving me, for showing me that a person can care so much for somebody (Why did you have to make me cry dammit lol) After that one time we shro0med together, we just had this fucking amazing connection and when you had that period of time things changed between us, i got ( ... )

Re: think of all the good times<3 itsjustaphase_x March 2 2005, 02:22:41 UTC

<3 not enough words to describe my feelings.

darkmage920 March 2 2005, 01:49:41 UTC

Hey, I also read your post in the Hippies4U community, and just wanted to say that when one has those days, they really get to you. Even if you don't know me, I will happily talk to you about anyone because i am almost completely open minded, and if you need to just rant at someone, i am here.

You can IM me at novembersunset89 if you want

Peace, and I hope the sun shines brighter tomorrow

~*Evan*~

shr0omtastic March 2 2005, 02:13:01 UTC

Thank you so much, yeah it's just one of those days where that got to me...thank you again for being here for me...a complete stranger, I dont know you...and just in that comment you showed me you're an amazing, open minded strong person. thank you

as well if you need me for anything as well you can IM me Gr4ssr0ots

peace, love, happiness <33
-sarah

_tuesday_moon March 2 2005, 03:21:22 UTC

hey, i saw your entry in hippies4u, and i'm really sorry about your day. i know what it is like to feel like your school and principals are out to get you into trouble just b/c you act wierd or are different... i'm always being called down for randomn searches and all of this is unjust, judgemental and discriminate just because you are who you are. it's disgusting, and you're better than them.

i really hope things start looking up for you... you can talk to me at s1lence 1s sex on AIM if you feel like you want to.

take it easy, & feel better -beth

shr0omtastic March 2 2005, 03:56:27 UTC

thank you very much, yeah im subject to random drug tests and searchs now....i also have to have a board meeting with over 10 different teachers there, all the principals, my mother, the drug substance dude, and myself....i also can be suspended at any time...for any little thing for the rest of the year...and for refusing the drug test i got 5 days of in school suspension

same goes for you...if you ever need anything or someone to talk to...Im a good listener aim= Gr4ssr0ots

<33 sarah

patchberrie March 2 2005, 03:35:07 UTC

hey sweets,
i'm like most of the others, saw your post on hippies4u, and i'm so sorry that you had to experience a day like that! i'm assuming by your entry that you're a junior, and i just want to let you know that when i was your age (i'm 24 now), i HATED high school and everything that went along with it. i was also severely emotional and lost and broken and confused, and all of that wonderfulness. i just want you to know that things do get better after high school. it sounds like you have a great friend that has your back, and you sound like you're super smart, and that's all you need. friends, family, shelter, and your intelligence. everything's going to be okay.
i'm sending some good vibes your way. i'm patchberrie on aim, if you need an ear, anytime.
~andrea.
ps: 311 is fantastic, i agree!

shr0omtastic March 2 2005, 04:05:28 UTC

aw, you're a very very sweet person! Yes im a junior, and i know things will be better after high school, it's such a same most teenagers have to go through high school hating and dreading it. I wish there was a way to change it but all you can do it go through it with your chin up, yeah i couldnt ask for better friends than i have now and i'm so thankful because i would be lost with out them. hehe thank you very much for the wonderful comments, you made me smile...I def received your vibes. Thank you again

I'll add you to my buddylist, my sn is Gr4ssr0ots, if you need anything as well <333
-sarah