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in a few days it will be 7 months for you and i. never have i felt so completely alive and happy. we have our faults... we fight a lot.. but we love each other. we are actually able to work through the fights and work them out. that's what i love. sure i say you're an asshole and you say that i'm a bitch, but i feel that God has brought you back in my life again to make me a stronger person. It's been 3 weeks since I've seen you... geez that's a long time for us, but I'll see you in exactly a week and it'll be the best weekend ever! Going to see Where the Wild Things Are, hookah, dinner date, and just being with you is all I want to do. You are the one I love and the one I've loved for so many years. Sometimes, I wake up to a "good morning beautiful how did you sleep" message, and I wonder how it's possible that you are in my life? How did it go from you thinking I was super creepy in 9th grade to loving me now? It's only been 6 1/2 months, but I love joking about "look, we beat our last relationship"...
i'm not going to lie, i worry for you though. not a whole lot now but i do. i pray to God that he keeps you safe everyday with the activities you encounter. I pray that you don't ever have something happen to you that could make me lose you in my life. you tell me that i worry too damn much but it's not my fault!!
i can't wait to hold you in my arms again and celebrate 7 months wit you.
benjamin paul gagne, i love youuuu.
i'm not going to lie, i worry for you though. not a whole lot now but i do. i pray to God that he keeps you safe everyday with the activities you encounter. I pray that you don't ever have something happen to you that could make me lose you in my life. you tell me that i worry too damn much but it's not my fault!!
i can't wait to hold you in my arms again and celebrate 7 months wit you.
benjamin paul gagne, i love youuuu.