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Ugh. I gave up on this again. But now I'm bored, so it's update time.
I feel like ass.
No sleep + 10 Cups of Coffee + Stacker = :)
I'm waiting for UPS to finally bring cell phone #19.
It's the same exact one I have now so that's no fun. The only time I've repeated a phone was when mommy dropped the "cool" one that the douchebag at the store convinced me to buy. The $400 piece that everybody else had 6 months later for >$100 :).
Anywayssssssssssssssssssss. People suck. And umm.. someone take away my credit card.. pllllllllllease.
Yeah, so basically the UPS guy knows me by name now since he's been here EVERY day for the last 2 weeks. :\
I can't help it. I'm addicted to buying shit.
My room has boxes like everywhere.
Atleast I got a $130 coffee maker for free. I ordered mommy one like a week and a half ago, and then like 8 days after I got it I got an e-mail saying it just shipped so another one came Monday :).
Oh yeah. Mommy is a cunt. And my brother needs to die.
And before you go iming me, "oh my god how can you call your mother a cunt" blah blah I don't care you're stupid.
You're not there when she's a complete asshole to me telling me how worthless I am.. how I'm gonna go rot in hell next to my father, etc.
And besides I don't even like you.. never have really. :)
All the caffeine is making me so jittery. My hands are shaking while I'm typing this.
Oh yes, back to the whole mommy is a cunt thing.
Guess where MY fucking car is right now?
I sure as fuck don't know but my brother does.. :)
I'm so about to call the cops and report it stolen but then I'll just get screwed.
UGH. HE HAS NO FUCKING LICENSE. HE HAS HIS OWN DAMN TRUCK. MY CAR ISN'T REGISTERED.
It's bad enough mommy has been using it since.. umm.. oh the day we fucking picked it up from Ira.
I've driving it 3 times since July. And now there's like 13,000 miles. In July when then insurance got fucked up it had 9,000.
"Can I use the car?"
"Get a job"
"Umm... You fucking asshole how the fuck am I supposed to get a job when I can't even leave this fucking dump"
"Go rot in hell with your father"
That's pretty much daily.
Oh yeah.. she doesn't have a license either..
So ME the only licensed driver in this house cant even drive his own damn car. :)
I feel like I'm gonna puke. And I'm getting madder and madder as I write this. :(
I had 2 anxiety attacks in one night last week.. they were fun. I'm probally having another now.. whatev.
Before it was like 2 years.
Yep. Def. feel nauseaous.
Oh yeah.. now I remember what I wanted to write about before.
This week.. needs to end like now.
I haven't been able to sleep like more than 4 hours.
The sight of my brother makes it so hard not to lunge and punch.
Ugh. my stomach hurts so bad :(
Anyways.. what other shit happened this week..
My cell broke completley.
My computer caught on fire.
My cat is gonna die.
"Take him to the vet, I'll fucking pay." "Go fuck yourself, Matthew" :)
Some other shit happened but all I can think of right now is my stomache.
_ _____ ____ ___. :-[
Being shy is gay. The end.
I feel like ass.
No sleep + 10 Cups of Coffee + Stacker = :)
I'm waiting for UPS to finally bring cell phone #19.
It's the same exact one I have now so that's no fun. The only time I've repeated a phone was when mommy dropped the "cool" one that the douchebag at the store convinced me to buy. The $400 piece that everybody else had 6 months later for >$100 :).
Anywayssssssssssssssssssss. People suck. And umm.. someone take away my credit card.. pllllllllllease.
Yeah, so basically the UPS guy knows me by name now since he's been here EVERY day for the last 2 weeks. :\
I can't help it. I'm addicted to buying shit.
My room has boxes like everywhere.
Atleast I got a $130 coffee maker for free. I ordered mommy one like a week and a half ago, and then like 8 days after I got it I got an e-mail saying it just shipped so another one came Monday :).
Oh yeah. Mommy is a cunt. And my brother needs to die.
And before you go iming me, "oh my god how can you call your mother a cunt" blah blah I don't care you're stupid.
You're not there when she's a complete asshole to me telling me how worthless I am.. how I'm gonna go rot in hell next to my father, etc.
And besides I don't even like you.. never have really. :)
All the caffeine is making me so jittery. My hands are shaking while I'm typing this.
Oh yes, back to the whole mommy is a cunt thing.
Guess where MY fucking car is right now?
I sure as fuck don't know but my brother does.. :)
I'm so about to call the cops and report it stolen but then I'll just get screwed.
UGH. HE HAS NO FUCKING LICENSE. HE HAS HIS OWN DAMN TRUCK. MY CAR ISN'T REGISTERED.
It's bad enough mommy has been using it since.. umm.. oh the day we fucking picked it up from Ira.
I've driving it 3 times since July. And now there's like 13,000 miles. In July when then insurance got fucked up it had 9,000.
"Can I use the car?"
"Get a job"
"Umm... You fucking asshole how the fuck am I supposed to get a job when I can't even leave this fucking dump"
"Go rot in hell with your father"
That's pretty much daily.
Oh yeah.. she doesn't have a license either..
So ME the only licensed driver in this house cant even drive his own damn car. :)
I feel like I'm gonna puke. And I'm getting madder and madder as I write this. :(
I had 2 anxiety attacks in one night last week.. they were fun. I'm probally having another now.. whatev.
Before it was like 2 years.
Yep. Def. feel nauseaous.
Oh yeah.. now I remember what I wanted to write about before.
This week.. needs to end like now.
I haven't been able to sleep like more than 4 hours.
The sight of my brother makes it so hard not to lunge and punch.
Ugh. my stomach hurts so bad :(
Anyways.. what other shit happened this week..
My cell broke completley.
My computer caught on fire.
My cat is gonna die.
"Take him to the vet, I'll fucking pay." "Go fuck yourself, Matthew" :)
Some other shit happened but all I can think of right now is my stomache.
_ _____ ____ ___. :-[
Being shy is gay. The end.