i cried in my sleep last night.
what is love?
there is a difference between being in love and just simply loving someone.
but when is it when you know the difference?
breaking down in tears when someone who you cherish more than any thing else. is that simply because you dont want to loose that person or is it because you are in love?
honestly.
i would never want to stop talking to my bestest friend ever. and it kills me to think that he would even contimplate ending out night talks. i would rather be with him for the rest of my life then have to out and find a guy that i think cares about me when i know that he loves me.
ahhhh! i feel like i messed everything up between us.
our talk last night sucked and the night before it was a 100% different.
is it just because i'm too naieve to actually see what is right in front of my face?
i'm 100% honest with him. and when he was with me everything changed.
i dont want that.
i want everything to be the way it was before.
because then the night always ended with us being happy.
i'm a disappointment to myself. :/
there is a difference between being in love and just simply loving someone.
but when is it when you know the difference?
breaking down in tears when someone who you cherish more than any thing else. is that simply because you dont want to loose that person or is it because you are in love?
honestly.
i would never want to stop talking to my bestest friend ever. and it kills me to think that he would even contimplate ending out night talks. i would rather be with him for the rest of my life then have to out and find a guy that i think cares about me when i know that he loves me.
ahhhh! i feel like i messed everything up between us.
our talk last night sucked and the night before it was a 100% different.
is it just because i'm too naieve to actually see what is right in front of my face?
i'm 100% honest with him. and when he was with me everything changed.
i dont want that.
i want everything to be the way it was before.
because then the night always ended with us being happy.
i'm a disappointment to myself. :/