decorations of red on a green christmas tree, won't mean a thing if you're not here with me

[showerofsparks]

woah. so im just a little stressed today. this holiday thing... freaks me out every year without fail. dont get me wrong, i love the holidays, but theres so many things to worry about. i just kinda got let it run its course, i know, and i know that it wont be like other years with divorce and bad blood and whatnot. just keep repeating, it will work, it will work, it will work. dad and i were supposed to go christmas shopping tomorrow but his car broke down.. now it appears that mom is coming with me so we can still get some gifts cause im broke. i hope to get a lot of my shopping done tomorrow. and then later on i hopefully have someone to see. =)

>( i gotta put up the tree!