Dec 01, 2005 18:59
im not taking the prozac anymore. im noticing that parts of my old self are coming back... im easily irritated. (as if i wasnt before, lol amy) the smallest things are gettin me down. but it could really be the days. moms freaking out about christmas, because we dont have much money to spend. which is fine by me. we're so blessed already. its just.. i know that she's like me. if she sits.. and does nothing.. the problems in her head become bigger than she can handle. justin came in, they argued because bob just went to get subway and he asked her to get him something cause he'd be home later tonight. she forgot. he spent the entire day paying her medical bills and driving her around and she forgot him. welll... she yelled at him, things like dont you think it bothers ME that i forget everything? I DONT EVEN HAVE ANY MONEY TO GIVE YOU I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. =| mom cries, justin says im sorry and runs out..... people around here have to busy themselves because if we stop for just a moment, its a moment thats will probably turn out bad.
mom stole my car keys last night cause we had an argument. too bad i had two spares. i drove anyway. see..when shes home too much she makes problems out of nothing. oh whatever... just whatever. maybe tomorrow will be better.