Nov 01, 2008 21:01
So I haven't been in school now for two months, and I have no desire to return. The degree is just piece of paper to me. I have no attachment to it whatsoever. I think because the fact that I have no attachment to it, gives me no desire to want it or get it. I feel like I'm getting it for everyone else's benefit except my own. I think the main problem is that I need to leave Rhode Island. I need to get out. If I were to switch schools, I think I'd be happier, and yet, in today's economy, I dont want to have to deal with loans. (Hence why I chose RIC, instead of Wagner). I didn't do anything today that would've triggered this mood, nor did anything happen to me today that set this off. I feel like it's time to move on and start whatever new chapter I'm supposed to start. I want to move to NYC, it's expensive, but I trust myself to manage. Where to start? Hello Life.