random ramblings. lots of questions.
Do people honestly stay together anymore? Am I striving for something that is never attainable? Is wanting a family down the road attainable for two gay men? I can't think of an example of a role model I have in my life to follow. Gay or Straight for that matter. Everyone seems to be divorced. From what I see, technology is killing relationships. It's too easy to keep striving for perfection with the internet at our fingertips. You can find your perfect "date", or find your ideal "sex partner". People always striving for their own perfection, with no satisfaction. Does the straight world have an equivelent to manhunt who's motto is "log on, get off?" where men just have one night flings over and over that satisy their own sexual fantasies? Alot of questions. I know. I'm not perfect, yes I may contradict myself at times now. But I can forgive a 20 something year old still figure themselves out. I realized though there are many people I dont want to be when I'm thirty though. Here's to hoping I don't turn into one of them...