well what's going on with today
well it started off late i slept in i love sleeping in when i have nothing to do i sleep. sleep is great.lol. anyways you know what always inspires me songs from bond. havent heard of them there a great classical music group cnossiting of 4 beatiful girls eos hayliee tanya and gay-yee. anyways im listening to my fav song from them explosive witch im hear is a take of the australian national anthum.
GET INTO THE GROVE...................................................................................................
today me and larry are going to meet up with his aunt and cousin and watch phantom of the opera again. were supposed to meet them at grossmont center. so nieghter one of us drives so we have to take the trolley as we approach the el cajon transit center or go up to the trolley tracks SHOULD I SAY. there were a big group of these girls fighting. not like verbal fighting. but physical fighting. ok theses couldnt fight so they werent doing that much damage besides pulling out eachother weves. i know im bad no actually i thought how stupid are these girls. i felt sorry for them i feel angry i feel alot of things and as i was thinking in my mind. i looked @ everyone there. there were like alot of people not doing anything but just watching. and i was thinking that's our society. catch my drift. then i thought about killing everyone there and i could vision in my mind how everyone would be running like animals almost. shooting down people would be great. i snaped out of it i have to stop myself from these thoughts sometime im not a bad person. i actually feel really bad for humanity and i could never hurt anyone in a physical way, cause i know it's wrong. but there is this part of my mind that thinks nothing. its hard to explain. maybe i need to get some help. i feel as if im losing my reality like im fading into my mind. im fading into the evil. like i want to hurt and hurt but then i dont something in my mind stops me. i once said to my friends i could kill people if i didnt have such sympaty for people a pitty and i feel bad when people are hurt. now im just rambling.
ANOTHER WORLD FROM OUR SPONSERS......................................................................................
me and larry are still looking for a new aparment.
TAKE CARE
JOSEPH
GET INTO THE GROVE...................................................................................................
today me and larry are going to meet up with his aunt and cousin and watch phantom of the opera again. were supposed to meet them at grossmont center. so nieghter one of us drives so we have to take the trolley as we approach the el cajon transit center or go up to the trolley tracks SHOULD I SAY. there were a big group of these girls fighting. not like verbal fighting. but physical fighting. ok theses couldnt fight so they werent doing that much damage besides pulling out eachother weves. i know im bad no actually i thought how stupid are these girls. i felt sorry for them i feel angry i feel alot of things and as i was thinking in my mind. i looked @ everyone there. there were like alot of people not doing anything but just watching. and i was thinking that's our society. catch my drift. then i thought about killing everyone there and i could vision in my mind how everyone would be running like animals almost. shooting down people would be great. i snaped out of it i have to stop myself from these thoughts sometime im not a bad person. i actually feel really bad for humanity and i could never hurt anyone in a physical way, cause i know it's wrong. but there is this part of my mind that thinks nothing. its hard to explain. maybe i need to get some help. i feel as if im losing my reality like im fading into my mind. im fading into the evil. like i want to hurt and hurt but then i dont something in my mind stops me. i once said to my friends i could kill people if i didnt have such sympaty for people a pitty and i feel bad when people are hurt. now im just rambling.
ANOTHER WORLD FROM OUR SPONSERS......................................................................................
me and larry are still looking for a new aparment.
TAKE CARE
JOSEPH