everyone needs help sometimes
well i saw a shrink finally lol. it's the guy i had from high school! not like that i mean the same guy i had when i was in high school. he's cool he said i've changed so much from when he first me. like i grew up. i was like no shit. lol. but we talked did some test and he'll tell me what's up the next time i see him. he really thinks that im bi-polar. he made me feel better. i told him people are going to hate me or be mad and not like me anymore after what happend with the whole anger thing towards larry and other people. and he said to me so what if there mad there not your friends they should be nothing to me if there like that. he said they cant be mad or hate me for something i have no control over. and if they do then their lose something like that he made sound better ofcourse. another thing is dinorah made me feel beter to. cause i was telling her that i want to change myself liek be more shy more self contanied more conservative. and not be loud. then she told me that wouldnt be me. and it made me feel good she said somethign else to i cant rememeber but it made me happy love to dinorah.
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