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Tonight = Slow dancing with Frosty the Snowman, surrounded by bright lights and fake snow; Several photo ops with Nathan and Grant; Seeing Matthew and Morgan; Petting camels, donkeys, and goats -- all of which smelled like junk; Eating at Commons alone; Thinking on my way back to Falls; Realizing that love doesn't quit very easily; Realizing my heart is somewhat wounded; Realizing...again...that it's worth it, fully knowing that she may never feel the same; Wondering what happened; Listening to "On Your Side" by Pete Yorn, repeat style; Hoping for the future I have in Him; Hearing that I may not be able to pick up Angie from Dallas on Friday because the Yukon is having problems; Realizing that if it's love, it will grow naturally; Understanding that I am more scared now than I have ever been; Understanding that I am more sure now than I have ever been; Finding that I never took my eyes off you; Finding that I never took my eyes off You; Comfortably being on your side; Tucking myself in to sleep; Talking in my sleep; Wishing you sweet dreams.
Love, Ben
Love, Ben