I guess I feel lost again. Like I'm cold and alone and dying. Everything is going so wrong... My best friend is gone. My demon is coming into realization. My parents are not happy with anything I do. My friends are all turning out to be fakes. One of my friends pissed me off before I went to pick up my demon from her class. He found me crying and ( Read more... )

I'm tired of them. Extremely tired... I just wanted to rip off their smiles. These people who claim to be my friends but only want me to smile and joke and be an idiot. They don't care about me. They just want to hear another joke. See me do something stupid. It usually doesn't bother me. Maybe it's just that I'm finally at my wits in for a while. ( Read more... )