sketchiness is overrated
sometimes i just don't understand people, not even myself. why do we waste our time with one person when we really want to be with someone else? we're all guilty of it at some point, myself included. we let our cowardliness stand in the way of being with the person that we want most. it's a shame. there comes a point when you have to speak up before it's too late. if not that point will fade, and you will be stuck in a life of regret;left numb and indifferent to your actions from there on out, you will be forced into settling. i hope that everyone is lucky enough in life to NOT have to settle. it should be easy to be with that one person you're perfect for, in every way, shape and form. that person who makes you laugh the hardest, smile the biggest and who makes you the warm and fuzziest. but why is it so difficult? the majority of today's population is way too sketchy, when you find a good thing you almost can't afford to let it go. try your hardest to hold on to it. don't risk losing it by having some stupid fling that's merely the result of a couple of confused moments. it's just not worth it. try your damnedest to be with the person who fits best with you, and ONLY that person. it will all just be so much better that way. this is what we should all ultimately strive for...or mainly, this is what i should strive for.