this is eric giraffe...
oh how i miss him. :-(
these last couple months have been interesting to say the least. people enter and exit my life with such ease these days, i feel as though i'm struggling to keep up. i suppose each person we encounter contributes something noteworthy to our overall self, it's just up to us to either acknowledge this impact or choose to disregard it. ultimately, we make our own decision to change who we are. i definitely have. change is indeed scary but i'm pretty content with the person i'm finally becoming. there's definitely room for improvement, but i'm a work in progress. i'm developing a more firm grasp on what it is that i want. it's ironic how the things that i thought i was long done wanting are continuing to haunt me to this day. there are some things i just cannot escape, but i guess that's bound to happen.
things have been busy. busy but good for the most part. monikatica owns all. i miss the shit out of school. i absolutely despise waking up at 5 something in the morning to sit at a desk for the majority of my day. it's not who i am, and it probably never will be. but currently, it will do. starting august i will be back on track going to school full time and working part time. i'm extremely excited, i cannot express my level of school-nerdyness. it rules. i extremely miss writing. real writing. i'm hoping to begin that again real soon. i'm also hoping to begin running. i'm out of shape, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay out of shape.
alexis, take me sledding. :-)