Despite rocky times with that person I am still very good friends with that person… I have approached the subject of that date with her many times, getting her angry at me… She’s a good friend. The thing about good friends is you can say pretty much anything to them and they will still be there tomorrow. I have been yelled at by many people, but I talk to them… I try to compromise with them and understand them… and if I like them enough I try pretty hard to resolve things. If I hate them then I don’t give a crap..hehehe… Karen, don’t be afraid to say what your heart feels, good or bad. Ive come to believe friendships (true ones) are about hurting each other…but coming BACK… that’s a key part of a friendship… it makes it true… theirs got to be some conflict in it. You might have this friendship with someone where you never disagreed because you wouldn’t let yourself hurt their feelings…but one day… you will.. or they will… and you wont be able to come back together because you don’t know how. I can say pretty confidently that I can survive pretty much anything in a relationship. That’s a great thing. I’m proud of that.
If you want to cry, cry. If you want to scream, scream. There is nothing wrong with crying. Yull always have someone to cry on I’m sure. You can cry and scream at them, and even punch him and he won’t budge because he knows you need to do that. That’s a good friend I think.
Talk about it if you wan’t to. Don’t worry about hurting peoples feelings, yull make it up to them in the long run. Sometimes you got to look out for yourself, otherwise your no good to anyone else. If you arent number one, no one else can truly be number one. If your not happy, you can’t really make anyone else happy. Let it go. Talk about the bad things, talk about the good things in the past that you were thinking about. Those trips to the past are good to have every once in awhile, just don’t get stuck there k? Hey, remember the time we went to the mall? You kept laughing at me or smiling in the car because I was rolled up in a little bubble. I was like that because your dad was there and I’m bad with parents I guess.. I was very very shy back then. Little better now though. You just couldn’t stop laughing! Hehe. We shopped in the mall, you tried on some dresses, you tried to get me to try on something… I don’t remember if I did or not. Ya know, never had so much fun shopping. Good times. Remember those good times, just don’t get stuck there.
And about your aura. You don’t have a perfect aura Karen, no one does…and no one should strive for one either… could be said that the only perfect person is the imperfect person. Your not an angel, but your not a devil either (despite what your icon says)… Your down the middle somewhere. More good then evil I think, but just enough evil to be fun and….human… your human. Be proud of it. I think you got a pretty good head on your shoulders, I guess maybe I shouldn’t talk because of the long lapse of time since I “knew” you. Still I feel confident in what I say… I have faith in you… You’re a good person. But you need to be a little evil at times… That’s something I always liked about you and I. Maybe you weren’t always that way with others but with me you always had a good/evil side of you. Be evil at times Karen, let it out.
I hope you feel better Karen. Goodnight, and sweet dreams.
Your welcome Karen, feels good to know I helped someone out even if just a little... been awhile. Well, least I could do, I think I owe you about a million more helpful things to make up for the helpful things you gave me. But you did throw away my hockey stick:p...and maybe even my glove!!! NOOOOOO!!!! hehehehhe
I remember the day I lost those items to you. I came over your house and I think you ate lunch with your dad and maybe I ate something too...or maybe I just sat there. But we walked to the Baker tennis court and played some hockey. I remember we had to be back at your house by a certain time or else you would get in trouble... so we started running...but then I think we said screw it and just walked.
I think it started raining that day so your parents wouldn’t let me ride my bike home. So I left my stick, my bike, and my glove there.
If you want to cry, cry. If you want to scream, scream. There is nothing wrong with crying. Yull always have someone to cry on I’m sure. You can cry and scream at them, and even punch him and he won’t budge because he knows you need to do that. That’s a good friend I think.
Talk about it if you wan’t to. Don’t worry about hurting peoples feelings, yull make it up to them in the long run. Sometimes you got to look out for yourself, otherwise your no good to anyone else. If you arent number one, no one else can truly be number one. If your not happy, you can’t really make anyone else happy. Let it go. Talk about the bad things, talk about the good things in the past that you were thinking about. Those trips to the past are good to have every once in awhile, just don’t get stuck there k? Hey, remember the time we went to the mall? You kept laughing at me or smiling in the car because I was rolled up in a little bubble. I was like that because your dad was there and I’m bad with parents I guess.. I was very very shy back then. Little better now though. You just couldn’t stop laughing! Hehe. We shopped in the mall, you tried on some dresses, you tried to get me to try on something… I don’t remember if I did or not. Ya know, never had so much fun shopping. Good times. Remember those good times, just don’t get stuck there.
And about your aura. You don’t have a perfect aura Karen, no one does…and no one should strive for one either… could be said that the only perfect person is the imperfect person. Your not an angel, but your not a devil either (despite what your icon says)… Your down the middle somewhere. More good then evil I think, but just enough evil to be fun and….human… your human. Be proud of it. I think you got a pretty good head on your shoulders, I guess maybe I shouldn’t talk because of the long lapse of time since I “knew” you. Still I feel confident in what I say… I have faith in you… You’re a good person. But you need to be a little evil at times… That’s something I always liked about you and I. Maybe you weren’t always that way with others but with me you always had a good/evil side of you. Be evil at times Karen, let it out.
I hope you feel better Karen. Goodnight, and sweet dreams.
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I remember the day I lost those items to you. I came over your house and I think you ate lunch with your dad and maybe I ate something too...or maybe I just sat there. But we walked to the Baker tennis court and played some hockey. I remember we had to be back at your house by a certain time or else you would get in trouble... so we started running...but then I think we said screw it and just walked.
I think it started raining that day so your parents wouldn’t let me ride my bike home. So I left my stick, my bike, and my glove there.
Anyway, your welcome and thank you as well. :)
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