my journey
Originally posted by shortysena1 at my journey
I'm a new beginner. I've been reading post for the last two week. Almost signed up 3 times. Fourth was the charm. I'm 30 and have had anorexia and bulimia since I was eight when a very tragic thing happened. After my mom started birds and bees talk I freaked about developing. Took awhile of support from my mom for that. Looking back now this should been professional. Maybe I wouldn't be like I am today.when I was16 I was married and pregnant. From a man who ended up being abusive when I found out I was pregnant I went into recovery. I was happy I'd have my own family. With my other child
My ed was bad. I lost 20lbs. I was comfort that I knew the baby will take what it needs from me. That's first half of struggle. When I got brave enough I left my abusive husband. However I got no support from my family. They chose his side. This field this relapse of anorexia drinking purging that drink,and cutting. My parents did even know how bad I was when I was in a 72 hr hold. They cave me a how the hell did this happen. My mom was always my rock but at this point I couldn't talk to her
They took me to out patient care. I wasn't taking what I needed and shut down. Finally got to where I didn't care what people thought
I ended up needing family move in with me. Then I went inpatient treatment. It help stable me. Leaving I had more trics then when I went in. Me like most people relapse next few months its the hardest. Fromjune 2011-September 2011 I did feel. After that my year crashed. I moved out of boyfriends house into a new town. Then my mom died,the I lost my son. He's in a boy group home, my brother goes to jail after being there for awhile we found out he has kidney failure. So I'm slipp
I'm a new beginner. I've been reading post for the last two week. Almost signed up 3 times. Fourth was the charm. I'm 30 and have had anorexia and bulimia since I was eight when a very tragic thing happened. After my mom started birds and bees talk I freaked about developing. Took awhile of support from my mom for that. Looking back now this should been professional. Maybe I wouldn't be like I am today.when I was16 I was married and pregnant. From a man who ended up being abusive when I found out I was pregnant I went into recovery. I was happy I'd have my own family. With my other child
My ed was bad. I lost 20lbs. I was comfort that I knew the baby will take what it needs from me. That's first half of struggle. When I got brave enough I left my abusive husband. However I got no support from my family. They chose his side. This field this relapse of anorexia drinking purging that drink,and cutting. My parents did even know how bad I was when I was in a 72 hr hold. They cave me a how the hell did this happen. My mom was always my rock but at this point I couldn't talk to her
They took me to out patient care. I wasn't taking what I needed and shut down. Finally got to where I didn't care what people thought
I ended up needing family move in with me. Then I went inpatient treatment. It help stable me. Leaving I had more trics then when I went in. Me like most people relapse next few months its the hardest. Fromjune 2011-September 2011 I did feel. After that my year crashed. I moved out of boyfriends house into a new town. Then my mom died,the I lost my son. He's in a boy group home, my brother goes to jail after being there for awhile we found out he has kidney failure. So I'm slipp