im really trying not to go back to old habbits but imm sooo angry sad pissed annoyed and depressed all in one that its hard to not go back to these habbits but im doing my best to stop myself...... i hope its enough!

you know what sucks.... there are times i get the feeling that if i were to leave no one would really care.... how pathetic is that!!! their are days that i dont want to call the people i call friends friends cause their are days they dont act like friends but then their are days they do. idk im confused!!

how do you tell the difference if i guy is just saying stuff because its what you want to hear or if he truly means what hes saying......anyone??

i hope what i just did dosnt bite me in the butt........

i got this from my friends away message and i really like it i guess cause we all have a problem with the words to "let go"  so  i thought this could change the way people think of the word so i thought you all would enjoy...
To "let go" does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else.

To "let go" is not to enable, but to ( Read more... )

so sunday i sang a duet with this woman gail at church i thought it was horrible and i have when people say you did great when you know it was crap! and tonight i got yelled at by the choir director cause everyone was saying how great we did and i was shaking my head she said it will be better once i start lossining up and then i wont be as nervous ( Read more... )

So my friend kerry told me last night that the schools shes going to in florida has a vat tech program and its rolling admissions so you can apply whenever you can... AHHH!!! i told my parents about it and there thinking that as long as kerry and matt are going and i can possibly be kerrys roommate then i will be able to go! :-) i just hope now ( Read more... )

everyone who still reads livejournals i need everyones opinion.

what do you think of long distance relationships??? with a guy who has cheated on their girlfriend in the past....

its not fair!!!!!
i should not be here!!
i should be packing my things!!
i should be on the road!!!
i should be in delhi!!!
i dont want to be stuck here!!!

have you ever wish you could go back in time and fix everything that went ever wrong in your life but you know you cant. Well for the past few days i have been wanting to go back to every bad moment in my life and everything that i regret. I always try not to regret the past but something always gets brought back up and it hard to not think of them ( Read more... )