Dear Unknown...
This is a message to three people who I need to say something to without saying it to their face... a way to get it off my chest... Read if you will but dont expect me to tell you what its about....
I have a confession to make... I had a dream about him when I was in your bed the other night. I woke up in a sweat... it was as if you could see my dream and you had seen what I had been seeing. I didnt know what it ment and I still dont. I do know that it ripped my heart in two and I was scared and worried and confused.
It was because of what happened next that I have to apologize... I called him. I called him to take my mind off of him and to move on. It kinda worked... he answered, said hi, and said he couldnt talk and quickly hung up. The conversation was over and I left it with a "well call me when you have time"... and now Im just waiting. The ball is in his court now, I cant really call him again... ever... unless he calls me back. Its just the morals I have I guess, I dont want to stalk him and I dont want to hurt you. Its rough...
And to you.. you stupid bitch... just so you know, we are no longer friends, you fucked up. Maybe, instead of "enjoying the weather" or "getting your beauty sleep" you should have been responding to my fucking message and saving a friendship that was "so strong." Your a bullshitter, a fake, and a terrible friend. You hate confrontation and because of that you wont even bother to save a friendship. Well this is what I have to say to you... FUCK YOU... we are over.
I think thats all I have to say... Two things to say to a person who I love and a person who I loved....
And to you... I am so sorry... I wish there was something I could say to you to fix your mom but I dont know what to say. I feel like I have been hit with a ton of bricks... Im amazed. Its so odd to me that something this life threatning has hit someone who is so close to me. I want to do anything I can for you and I hope you know that... I love you.
I have a confession to make... I had a dream about him when I was in your bed the other night. I woke up in a sweat... it was as if you could see my dream and you had seen what I had been seeing. I didnt know what it ment and I still dont. I do know that it ripped my heart in two and I was scared and worried and confused.
It was because of what happened next that I have to apologize... I called him. I called him to take my mind off of him and to move on. It kinda worked... he answered, said hi, and said he couldnt talk and quickly hung up. The conversation was over and I left it with a "well call me when you have time"... and now Im just waiting. The ball is in his court now, I cant really call him again... ever... unless he calls me back. Its just the morals I have I guess, I dont want to stalk him and I dont want to hurt you. Its rough...
And to you.. you stupid bitch... just so you know, we are no longer friends, you fucked up. Maybe, instead of "enjoying the weather" or "getting your beauty sleep" you should have been responding to my fucking message and saving a friendship that was "so strong." Your a bullshitter, a fake, and a terrible friend. You hate confrontation and because of that you wont even bother to save a friendship. Well this is what I have to say to you... FUCK YOU... we are over.
I think thats all I have to say... Two things to say to a person who I love and a person who I loved....
And to you... I am so sorry... I wish there was something I could say to you to fix your mom but I dont know what to say. I feel like I have been hit with a ton of bricks... Im amazed. Its so odd to me that something this life threatning has hit someone who is so close to me. I want to do anything I can for you and I hope you know that... I love you.