how do you know?
We are told we are the victims. Nothing that happened was our fault. It sure does not feel like that. If it wasnt our fault then why could we not stop it. Why could we not take control? WE let them control us. WE gave ourselfs to them, letting them do whatever they wanted to us. Then in a moment we changed our minds. Even if we never wanted it. Our minds changed in the sense of we wanted control again. Years later I still do not have control. I still wake up in the middle of the night hearing your voice and I start to cry. Will you ever leave me alone? Will I ever be free of you? Or will you control me forever? I dont know how much more I can take.