light my candle
Here we are. Winter break has finally arrived. Well actually it's been here..but that's not important. I've had a really awesome winter break. There are still some people I haven't seen or hung out with that i really want to. but i did get to see ericka a whole bunch :-D and justin. there are still a few others though.
so let's back track for a moment. the end of the semester was crazy busy for me. so many papers to write, exams to take...not fun. but i survived my first semester of college. and what do i have to say for it? i love college more than high school by far. as much as i dread writing my papers, it gets done and i basically get to do what i love all day. plus i met some really great people at college!
i'm starting a new chapter in my life. new school, new friends, new boyfriend. i really want to go places w/music. that's where this chapter is taking me. sometimes i feel like i've just become a slave to my music with the inability to socialize. maybe i'm just being too hard on myself.
18. i want to stay 18 forever. or maybe in the range of 18-21. this just seems like the perfect age. it's an age where i can perfect my musicality, explore the world without anything holding me back. i'm ready to live life, experience everything i possibily can.
on a completely different note. i tried to sell back books at Post today and the most they'll give me for a book is $20. and i paid around $70 for this book. Nearly all of my books they were only going to give me a dollar. so that really sucks.
i'm also struggling to write out this song that's inside of my head. the music is all inside of me, but i'm just having a hard time getting all onto paper.
my self-motivation is incredible lately. i can only hope this lasts through next semester.
won't you light my candle?
so let's back track for a moment. the end of the semester was crazy busy for me. so many papers to write, exams to take...not fun. but i survived my first semester of college. and what do i have to say for it? i love college more than high school by far. as much as i dread writing my papers, it gets done and i basically get to do what i love all day. plus i met some really great people at college!
i'm starting a new chapter in my life. new school, new friends, new boyfriend. i really want to go places w/music. that's where this chapter is taking me. sometimes i feel like i've just become a slave to my music with the inability to socialize. maybe i'm just being too hard on myself.
18. i want to stay 18 forever. or maybe in the range of 18-21. this just seems like the perfect age. it's an age where i can perfect my musicality, explore the world without anything holding me back. i'm ready to live life, experience everything i possibily can.
on a completely different note. i tried to sell back books at Post today and the most they'll give me for a book is $20. and i paid around $70 for this book. Nearly all of my books they were only going to give me a dollar. so that really sucks.
i'm also struggling to write out this song that's inside of my head. the music is all inside of me, but i'm just having a hard time getting all onto paper.
my self-motivation is incredible lately. i can only hope this lasts through next semester.
won't you light my candle?