Mar 06, 2005 20:15
A good friend of mine alwyas says "Everything always works out in the end" And yet again. That saying never lies. No matter what happends Love always comes through. People can say that love is stupid..and it's to hard so they give up. But what's the point in even being inlove if you can't fight for what you want. You have to work so very hard and love. But in the end. Everything will be ok. But it only works if the love goes two ways. You wont make it if one is 100% in it. And the other is only 50%. You both have to be 100%. If your not. Then you might as well just give up. Nothing will work out if your hole body and mind isn't in it.
Mine is. My love for him is so strong that i really think there is no one else out there for me. I'll never give up on me. I'll never leave him. No matter how meny times he hurts me..Get's mad at me. Anything. I have to show him that just because he's an ass sometimes. Doesn't mean that i'm just going to leave. I will end up being the girl that stuck around for everything. Just to see that he's ok. Just to see that he turned into an awsome guy. I've stoped trying to fix his anger because it wasn't going anywhere. But just being there for him..that's all he needs. He needs someone that truely loves him. He needs that in his life. Because if he doesn't...what does he have? I don't ever want him to think that i don't care. Or that i don't love him. Sure i may piss him off alot. And i may do stupid things. But that doesn't mean that the way i feel about him is a lie. He's the only guy i've been with that i've said "i love you" to and really ment it. There isn't anyone i would want to shear my life with. We just have to wait for the right time..If we say we aren't together. Then i guess it's time to really show that. Me living there wasn't showing that. Me being with him everyday wasn't showing that. We have come to the point where we really need to take some time apart..Yes it will be hard. This is the hardest things i've ever had to do in my hole life. But I know i/we can get over this. I know he loves me. I looked into his teary eyes tonight and saw that i'm truely the only person he loves. We don't know how long this will take..And we will still see each other..every once in awhile. But not as much as we used to. I think this time will really change things for us. I believe that we will be together again someday. We will never stop loveing each other. But sometimes. people just need to take some time apart. Love will over come..It always does. If we were ment to be. Then we will be!