where did my love go? Why am i heartbroken again? What is wrong with me?

[shortpeoplerule]

Its seems like when you have something that you love, you seem to mess it up. I would give everything just to take back everything that i've said or done to piss him off, love is everything if it is not in your life what is there,

Life has just gone from bad...To way way worse in a matter of a few hours,
How can he say i don't care? I've done so much for him.
Giving up so much for him. Been there for him through everything
How can this be? What did i do that was so wrong?
Is loving someone so much that you would do anything and everything to keep that love..
Is that so wrong? I feel so empty and alone.
So cold and heartbroken. I feel like i have no one..
I feel like my heart is just going to fly away...Does anyone really care?
Does he care at all? Am i really nothing to him?
If i don't have him..What do i have?
My family?...yeah right. They could give a damn about me.
Kelly?...I fucking picked Dan over her. She's not coming back.
Who? Who out there really cares that i'm alive?
The only person that was ever been there for me...ever loved me..Ever cared about me..Is now gone.
What do i do now? Sit here a wait...That's the only thing i can do.
Wait for him to call and tell me either one of two things
I love you...I'm sorry...
Or
It's really over...your gone
.......My life is falling apart..Nothing feels real anymore.
God...take me away!