Crazy times in my life!!!
I am sitting on my bed about to head out to go grocery shopping, I thought I'd pop off a few thoughts before I go & do said activity. '09 got off to a weird start, crazy stuff went on with my brother which pretty much killed my Mom. Thats been tough. All of my seasonal work I was doing ended but I interviewed this morning downtown with the Director & hiring Manager for a full time job with benefits...with a bit of luck...
I also met a girl, now this girl came off all wild & crazy at first but then I found out that she's all sweet & nerdy underneath it all. When I went to meet her for our first date, she was reading a book while waiting for me. Swoooon* Maybe life goes on. Its tough to see old pics of the girl online making it seem as though "it" never really happened. I swear not a day goes by that I don't think about her, but the hurt is gone, and mostly I just want to figure out what I want. My resolution in 08 was to lose weight & move to NYC. Well I lost 34lbs & here I am in Brooklyn. In 09 I really want to get organized & find a career that I love. Whatever that may be, I've got time to develop that.
The good news is that I want to do it, maybe thats all it took. A little tough love baby.
I also met a girl, now this girl came off all wild & crazy at first but then I found out that she's all sweet & nerdy underneath it all. When I went to meet her for our first date, she was reading a book while waiting for me. Swoooon* Maybe life goes on. Its tough to see old pics of the girl online making it seem as though "it" never really happened. I swear not a day goes by that I don't think about her, but the hurt is gone, and mostly I just want to figure out what I want. My resolution in 08 was to lose weight & move to NYC. Well I lost 34lbs & here I am in Brooklyn. In 09 I really want to get organized & find a career that I love. Whatever that may be, I've got time to develop that.
The good news is that I want to do it, maybe thats all it took. A little tough love baby.