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After arriving at my girlfriends house, she tells me to my face that she doesn't love me any more and its all been a lie lately.
Needless to say I was completely crushed and 1/2 of me wanted to leave, and get as far away from Jupiter as possible, and the other 1/2 wanted to just sit there, on her porch, devistated.
So I sat there, and she sat with me. I expected her to run inside or something, but she didn't, and that was kind of nice. After sitting, with lots of sadness, the sprinklers came on and she invited me inside.
Once inside, I sat on her bed with her, and talked, a lot. She says that she loves me, but its just not how it used to be. I told her I was going to change us, but she has to give us the chance. Anyhow, after lots of talking and being sad, we decided that we should stay together, and that things need to change. I told her how I will change, make her feel more loved, but she was kind of not-willing to change as much because she doesn't feel like she needs to :( That made me really sad, but at least we are together.
Thats all I really want, is to be together with her. There's no one else out there that could make me feel the way I do when I am with her. I love you Bernadette.
Needless to say I was completely crushed and 1/2 of me wanted to leave, and get as far away from Jupiter as possible, and the other 1/2 wanted to just sit there, on her porch, devistated.
So I sat there, and she sat with me. I expected her to run inside or something, but she didn't, and that was kind of nice. After sitting, with lots of sadness, the sprinklers came on and she invited me inside.
Once inside, I sat on her bed with her, and talked, a lot. She says that she loves me, but its just not how it used to be. I told her I was going to change us, but she has to give us the chance. Anyhow, after lots of talking and being sad, we decided that we should stay together, and that things need to change. I told her how I will change, make her feel more loved, but she was kind of not-willing to change as much because she doesn't feel like she needs to :( That made me really sad, but at least we are together.
Thats all I really want, is to be together with her. There's no one else out there that could make me feel the way I do when I am with her. I love you Bernadette.