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So finally, I am graced with a few moments of peace and quiet. Time to revisit the most recent events happening in my most uneventful life!
I had a great birthday weekend - more than I ever could have asked for. More than I thought I deserved, to be honest. There were a few major low points, and a couple of people (male, unnamed) that (for completely selfish reasons) almost made it miserable, but nothing could have destroyed that weekend for me. My best friend came to see me, and all of my friends were there, and that is all that mattered. Truthfully. I realized just how important it is to have people in your life that you care about, and that care about you. It's an indescribable feeling... there's warmth and happiness involved. You understand. And I received a few gifts that really meant something to me - the most thoughtful, I think, that I've ever gotten. Just an added perk. ;P
Today the Suffolk Riverhead campus tree and I had our happy reunion after a long week and two days away from each other. Corey helped me memorize some lines for my upcoming scene project, and I learned that I am some kind of sick and twisted fascist (it's amazing how people can read me after such a short time of knowing each other) (joke.). After all of that usual and wonderful Thursday fun, I ran to the Peconic building for my drug of choice (aspirin) to ease what felt like a minor heart attack(or what I imagine would feel like one). And I took out a book - "Jung's Psychology & Its Social Meaning". I'm sure I'll have to renew it, because I will not rush "Song of Myself" just to get to/finish it to have it back on time. I am in love with that book, I think.
The other day I was listening to a collection of songs I used to play on repeat during my move to Florida for my first semester in college. I know that usually certain songs can bring up old emotions and memories, but this was to something of another degree. I was having flashbacks to my misery of leaving the place I grew up in, and of the sunlight that came in through the window of the car on the way down, the smells of the places we passed by, and just so many things. It was odd, and a little unpleasant, but I was amused by the fact that it happened at all. It reminded me of why I came back - so for that, I was grateful.
Anyway, it's been a nice couple of weeks.
:)
I had a great birthday weekend - more than I ever could have asked for. More than I thought I deserved, to be honest. There were a few major low points, and a couple of people (male, unnamed) that (for completely selfish reasons) almost made it miserable, but nothing could have destroyed that weekend for me. My best friend came to see me, and all of my friends were there, and that is all that mattered. Truthfully. I realized just how important it is to have people in your life that you care about, and that care about you. It's an indescribable feeling... there's warmth and happiness involved. You understand. And I received a few gifts that really meant something to me - the most thoughtful, I think, that I've ever gotten. Just an added perk. ;P
Today the Suffolk Riverhead campus tree and I had our happy reunion after a long week and two days away from each other. Corey helped me memorize some lines for my upcoming scene project, and I learned that I am some kind of sick and twisted fascist (it's amazing how people can read me after such a short time of knowing each other) (joke.). After all of that usual and wonderful Thursday fun, I ran to the Peconic building for my drug of choice (aspirin) to ease what felt like a minor heart attack(or what I imagine would feel like one). And I took out a book - "Jung's Psychology & Its Social Meaning". I'm sure I'll have to renew it, because I will not rush "Song of Myself" just to get to/finish it to have it back on time. I am in love with that book, I think.
The other day I was listening to a collection of songs I used to play on repeat during my move to Florida for my first semester in college. I know that usually certain songs can bring up old emotions and memories, but this was to something of another degree. I was having flashbacks to my misery of leaving the place I grew up in, and of the sunlight that came in through the window of the car on the way down, the smells of the places we passed by, and just so many things. It was odd, and a little unpleasant, but I was amused by the fact that it happened at all. It reminded me of why I came back - so for that, I was grateful.
Anyway, it's been a nice couple of weeks.
:)