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These last few weeks have been insane. Some of the things that have happened was I gained a friend back, I made a closer friend and I got reconnected with some old friends of mine.
My mind is not very focused right. I have a lot of things going through my head right now. I am not really sure how to handle some of it but I guess I have to. My heart is telling me one thing but my mind id telling me another. I don't know what to do. I have been so stressed out lately that I have actually cried myself to sleep for the last week or so. I am so confused and so lost right now. I wish someone could tell me it was going to be ok but I don't think its going to help because it won't be coming from the person I long to talk to the most. I miss Aaron and I think he would be the only one who could even come close to comforting me n this situation. I wish he could just call me up and just say he loves me and everything is going to be ok. But I doubt that is going to happen so why keep my hopes up?
Its almost 2:45 am and I am supposed to be getting up at 7:30 to get ready for graduation, because there is 5 of us girls here hanging out at Allison's house. So I think I am going to call it a night or morning (however you want to take it!) So I love you and congrats to the graduating Seniors!! We love you!!
PS: I AM A SENIOR!!!!