This week sucked
So Fred and Ginger are no longer together. (You will not get Fred and Ginger if you weren't at Retreat 2005.) Ginger (aka: the Boy) called everything off with Fred (aka: Me) He pulled that just want to be "Friends" crap. A week before prom and he did that. How lame is that? Guys have the best timing for things like this. I don't think I have ever felt so stupid in my life. He leads my on then all of the sudden he is like sike just want to be friends. Grr... Guys are stupid I think I am going to turn gay so I don't have to worry about guys. Sike I am just kidding but for real guys suck so bad. You get so excited about this person then BAM, a shot in the heart. And then tells you he doesn't want anything to change. Yeah right I can't drop my feelings like that. They are still going to be there its just I will have to hide then from him. Why are guys so difficult? These song lyrics are how I feel right now. Its Howie Day: "Collide"
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
To leave on a good note I got a new car!!