What a fuckass day
With these things there's no telling,
You'll just have to wait and see
I'de rather be working for a paycheck,
then waiting to win the lottery.
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wow, life is really boring when you have no friends. This has seriously been the longest I have stayed home for. I mean, I guess it's okay but today is such a nice day out and I really wish I had something to do. It's days like this that really make me feel lonely.
I think I may call Michele, I don't know though. I was kind of hoping she would call me. No such luck though.
Eric called and said he was sorry for bitching at me last night. I still don't see why they are mad at me.
I've decided that it's for the best if I stop hanging out with all of them. I mean, they hate me now anyways. Plus, it seems like for the last couple days everytime I see them, they don't look to happy to be hanging out with me. I guess they aren't the people I thought they were *sigh*
But it's okay, because my true friends thought I did the right thing...
And I would like to say thankyou to Rob, you've been a peach. :o)
I tried calling Amanda yesterday. But she didn't call me back. I really wish I wouldn't have messed things up with her. I should have listened to her, I know I didn't want to. But I should have. Why I would let Chris get inbetween me and my bestfriend, I have no clue. I just can't believe it's been almost 4 months since we have talked. We used to be insepriable. But I guess things change, people change. Someone told me that maybe it's for the best. I don't see it.
*sigh* someone call me.....
You'll just have to wait and see
I'de rather be working for a paycheck,
then waiting to win the lottery.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wow, life is really boring when you have no friends. This has seriously been the longest I have stayed home for. I mean, I guess it's okay but today is such a nice day out and I really wish I had something to do. It's days like this that really make me feel lonely.
I think I may call Michele, I don't know though. I was kind of hoping she would call me. No such luck though.
Eric called and said he was sorry for bitching at me last night. I still don't see why they are mad at me.
I've decided that it's for the best if I stop hanging out with all of them. I mean, they hate me now anyways. Plus, it seems like for the last couple days everytime I see them, they don't look to happy to be hanging out with me. I guess they aren't the people I thought they were *sigh*
But it's okay, because my true friends thought I did the right thing...
And I would like to say thankyou to Rob, you've been a peach. :o)
I tried calling Amanda yesterday. But she didn't call me back. I really wish I wouldn't have messed things up with her. I should have listened to her, I know I didn't want to. But I should have. Why I would let Chris get inbetween me and my bestfriend, I have no clue. I just can't believe it's been almost 4 months since we have talked. We used to be insepriable. But I guess things change, people change. Someone told me that maybe it's for the best. I don't see it.
*sigh* someone call me.....