Random thoughts i suppose...
But if everything that happens is supposed to be
and it is predetermined,
you can't change your destiny.
Then I guess I'll just keep moving
and someday, maybe,
I'll get to where I'm going.
So for the last couple days things have been pretty screwy. Yeah, Chris lied to me about Brittany. I should have known. But i was stupid...what else is knew?
Me and Michele still havent talked but for now I think we need a break. I mean, I just dont get how she could do that and not think that I would get mad about it. I mean, I went out with him for how long?? Of corse im gonna be mad if you do stuff with him. Not only that but I really wished she would have helped me. I mean, she doesn't know what happened, but its not like she couldnt hear me screaming.
I've also realized the people that I thought were such good friends, arent. They are all mad at me for not lieing. When I think they are on the wrong person's side. But I have no reason to cover up for Chris. He has done nothing but piss me off lately, so why should I lie for him? I didn't and I told the truth and it actually feels good. I guess im helping someone, at least I hope Im helping them.
Jodi is staying with me while my parents are out of town, im looking forward to it a lot. I really miss my big sister :o)
I can't wait for Carley to come back from puerto rico. I MISS YOU!!!
Well, thats it for now.
and it is predetermined,
you can't change your destiny.
Then I guess I'll just keep moving
and someday, maybe,
I'll get to where I'm going.
So for the last couple days things have been pretty screwy. Yeah, Chris lied to me about Brittany. I should have known. But i was stupid...what else is knew?
Me and Michele still havent talked but for now I think we need a break. I mean, I just dont get how she could do that and not think that I would get mad about it. I mean, I went out with him for how long?? Of corse im gonna be mad if you do stuff with him. Not only that but I really wished she would have helped me. I mean, she doesn't know what happened, but its not like she couldnt hear me screaming.
I've also realized the people that I thought were such good friends, arent. They are all mad at me for not lieing. When I think they are on the wrong person's side. But I have no reason to cover up for Chris. He has done nothing but piss me off lately, so why should I lie for him? I didn't and I told the truth and it actually feels good. I guess im helping someone, at least I hope Im helping them.
Jodi is staying with me while my parents are out of town, im looking forward to it a lot. I really miss my big sister :o)
I can't wait for Carley to come back from puerto rico. I MISS YOU!!!
Well, thats it for now.