the weather is in my head
i'm tired of driving. i had to go to hopewell (in mercer county) twice yesterday. that means i spent about six or so hours in the car. tomorrow morning, i'm going to lacey and its likely i'm coming back to hoboken in the same day; that's another three hours. if i'm going somewhere that isn't an obligation (work), though, i really like to drive (and explore in general). i think that's my new excuse for whenever i get lost somewhere... "i was 'exploring'". heh.
there are three weeks left of this semester. hands down, its been the most defining few months of my life. on august 29th, i was a dependent, confused, undeclared-major, unhealthy, unappreciative mess (and probably in denial of such things). i've turned most of those things around; i'm in a good place now but i realize there's always room for improvement. i'm still majorly emotional but i'm learning to deal with my problems in better ways. i think about my dad a lot, and that really hurts. but hey, "the sweet just ain't as sweet without the sour".
i should probably get back to work, now.
but please...
Dear_______,
You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)