its never enough
man will i ever have enough time? since i started workin in the back office, ive been gettin home from work at midnight, its so hard to get to sleep latley. but im always so tired at school and stuff. seems like i never get a break. even my days off dont feel like it. i can never just relax. and if i take a second to relax, i feel guilty for not doing sumthin that needs to be done. i seriously need a change in my life. something huge needs to happen, cuz im just so fed up and i duno, unhappy or sumthin latley. i feel out of place a lot. its a wierd feeling, i dont really know how to explain it. i just wanna make a change u kno? i cant wait for the weekend tho! harreds party on sat will be awesome, and then sun is the next big thing, which will be even more awesome!! so hopefully for at least two days i can forget about everything thats been clouding my mind and just have fun.