sweet sedation, sweep the issues.
What to saaaay. Well I went to the primary school for the whole day on Tuesday. It was okay. I was in like six different classes through the day just helping the teachers. There is actually a GUY teacher there now who is only like 25. I think that's pretty cool. You never get guy teachers in primary schools & especially that young. He's cool. So I just basically read with a few reading groups & took this one girl on her own in primary 2 who is on her own because she's slow. It could break your heart. She's a wee lamb who obviously has a shit upbringing. Then we done "problem solving" with primary 5. It was a maths problem about a skipping rope. And guess what? I GOT THE WRONG FUCKING ANSWER. Bearing in mind, this is a problem designed for a 9 year old. It was fucking hard for a 9 year old though. I never fail to amaze myself with my shitness at maths. But that really took the biscuit. =(
Yesterday I was working 11-6. I didny like it. They need to employ more staff cause I'm basically doing fucking everything for a big department. And cause it's Christmas we get all the shitty tack & decorations in. So the work load is basically doubled. My hands are being ruined by constantly having to rip shitty cardboard boxes apart. Then at the end of the night it's like. "Oh, the department isn't tidy". Yes, that may well be fucking right. But do you know why? BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY FUCKER THAT'S THERE TO TIDY IT. And your shitty towels of 56 varieties have six different methods of folding (no joke). And the managers don't help tidy due to superiority issues. And then in every other department, including lingerie (which has like 5 fucking rails, doesn't take up half the shop) there are like five people to tidy it. Whereas mine = half the shop. No. I'm afraid just no. And the trains were fucked on the way home yesterday AGAIN. So I was in the mood from hell. Then I went down to Marks to get my theory book back since the cunt got 35/35. Lol, he was feeling pure dizzy the other day like he was going to just faint on the spot so he went to the doctors. And he found out he has "vertigo". Which is a disease. It's sooo random. I don't really know that much about it except it fucks your balance & head right up when you're standing. It's a wee shame but he's still a cheeky cunt so not really.
I was off today. I had a driving lesson which went quite well. I like her SO much better. I actually feel like I'm getting somewhere with her, you know? Rather than nothing being structured & just fucking about. And she has the patience of a saint. Which you would need with me. She's giving me a free hazard perception disk too. =) I am DETERMINED. I don't care how long it takes me & how much it rapes my bank account. I really don't want to give up. I just went down for a wee hair cut there which was needed I can tell you. But it hasn't been straightened yet & looks like a farse & a half lol.
Working 11-6 again tomorrow & 10-7 Saturday. =( =( Then next week I'm working a fucking shitload, 32 hours I think. I'm only off on Tuesday & the school steals that from me. So no time to myself. I get paid tomorrow though so I think I'll go to Glasgow on Sunday. I NEED A JACKET. Of any description. I've just accepted the fact that it's November I think. The Glasgow Hogmany tickets go on sale on Sunday. =) =) Me, Macindoe & Radams are 100% going. And I'm pretttty sure Loz will. And everyone else is just shite. "Aww naw I'm sitting in someones house & drinking for 12 hours straight". Like you can't do that any night of the week know what I mean? Live a little. It was amazing last year. And it's Athlete playing this time. =) OH. And Mr Francis phoned my house yesterday but I was working. He told my Mum he's "halfway through my reference & he'll post it out when it's done". HMM. It's reassurance but I'll believe it when I see it.
I'm finished now. But I wish money was free, you didn't have to pay tax (I know everyone thinks this but it will be a long time before I get used to tax) & that you didn't get taken advantage of constantly for only being seventeen. Cause they can get away with paying you soo much less for the same fucking job. Five months to go though. NOW I'm finished. =)