write my name somewhere safe.
Well I worked a nine-hour shift yesterday. I was quite numb. Got it in the head when I first went in because the department had still had all the stock left out from the night before. Even though I wasn't the last to leave so it wasn't my problem. BUT OKAY, whatever. It was your usual murderous Saturday. Pure busy. Don't think I stopped all day. And wait for this.. SOMEONE SHAT ON THE FLOOR! Yes. You read correctly. Someone just walked into the shop, shat on the floor.. then left. Leaving us behind with a nice little present. I mean seriously, what the fuck!? Cat got made to clean it up. It was all quite hilarious yet totally sick at the same time. I mean last week we only had someone piss in it twice. I wonder if there's a sign outside that makes people mistaekt it for a toilet? Anyway. I went to Subway on my lunch with Lauren. She's dead niceee. I had a foot long & was almost sick. Seven o'clock dragged up like a bastard & I could hardly walk.
So I came in at 8. And was all the way back down to the station for 8:45 which I'm not really sure how I managed. Met Loz & Emma & had a good wee banter=). And a few random guys like.. hiya I don't know you, but hey. We had a wander then I was like cold & stuff. I phoned Macindoe & got her to meet me in the Tullie with her new boyfriend(?) Fraser. And Steven came down too. It was cabaret night which was a serious out-of-key JOKE. Seriously. I thought it was a piss take? But apparently it wasn't. Had a few drinks & stuff & a good wee catch-up. Fraser seemed really nice I thought. Then me & Steven drove up & he almost killed us a few times I thought.=( It wasn't too nice.
I'm quite annoyed today. I could have had another driving lesson which I pure need. But I thought nah, it's my day off & someone will surely be able to do something. But no no no. Everyone's either working or some other shit as usual. It well pisses me off. I'm going to be bored the fuck out my face for yet another Sunday.
I NEED A FLEXIBLE FRIEND!
I'm doing a whole day at the primary school on Tuesday which I think should be quite fuuun. Working tomorrow though. BLAH.
Edit; "You're gonna be fine, you're gonna spend a long time thinking that you won't be, and then one morning you'll wake up and you will be, and then, you know, for a while you'll miss the fact that you're not because it almost seems scarier when you are because at least when you're not, you've got something to cling to and then when you get over that, then you're gonna be fine."