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[shoot_me_down]

last show was last night, very emotional time for everyone, especially the seniors.
i am going to miss them a lot.
i just wish i could see into the future to see what was going to happen in like a month or so.
i have mixed feelings on everything, and sometimes i just want to give up and never return, then something happens and it makes me want to be as close as i can.
sometimes i know that there will never be anything, but sometimes i feel like there will be.
im just very confused
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Lyrics for the day: LOVEDRUG - Down Towards The Healing
I want to make you happy
But I’ve fallen, I’m sorry
I thought my wings could hold me up
with angels not demons
you don’t know how cool you are
to find the ways to love me without shame

I want my life to be red
with trees and like Autumn
I’d float away from evil and
Down towards the healing
so sad now we have become
the children trapped in the mazes
I’d give my soul to the one who has the courage
to find me and free me now

if I run I’ll just become like all the faking lights
so let the thunders take me under
and break my legs tonight