May 07, 2010 16:20
I am finding the start of my 30's to be both scary and exhilerating. My calendar is getting booked months in advance for cakes and that is both thrilling and intimidating. People are entrusting me with their cakes for their special moments. So far, 3 weddings and a couple birthdays....it amazes me.
I mean, I know i am talented and have a knack for what I do, but it is always humbling and a little scary for someone to tell me I am good, and they want to use my skills.
My weight loss is slow and steady, and in general, my life genuinely seems to be taking shape. And I happen to actually LIKE the shape it's taking! who'd-a thunk?! Certainly not me a couple years ago.
I am finding more comfort and confidence in the words, "I make custom cakes."
Huh. I know al lthis stuff is stupid and sappy sometimes, but it just seems like every now and again I have these periods of seeing everything clearly, and knowing that what is ahead will be great, too...and this is one of those periods. That I think even anything bad that might happen can and will be dealt with. :)
Ok....back to decorating the cake I'm on....I'm being bad today and procrastinating a little bit.