2 songs: my feelings currently...

[shonae]

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

(Chorus:)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
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So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now Im here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothings quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But its not so bad
Youre only the best I ever had
You dont want me back
Youre just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now Im just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus
But its not so bad
Youre only the best I ever had
You dont need me back
Youre just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I cant take it so i
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
Youre always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now Im here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be Im haunted

Chorus
But its not so bad
Youre only the best I ever had
I dont want you back
Youre just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever