I Love the way You Hurt - Chapter 19 (part 1)
Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, Sakumiya (is Yama Pair, Ohmiya and Junba in this chapter though XDD)
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 19 (part 1)
Masaki was too scared to even start to think about what he should do. When Jun arrived together with Satoshi at their house that night, it was the first time Masaki has not felt happy and enthusiast to see his friends. Everyone else seemed to be fine and calm though, especially Nino. Masaki thought it was because Nino didn’t exactly care who was he fucking with. To him, it was not such an important subject. But to Masaki, it sure was. He had been having sex with others before Sho, it was true, but it hadn’t been anyone beside Sho for the past one year. And he had never had another master beside him. He knew and trusted Jun, almost saw him as a friend. He liked him cause he was a good man and a good master to Satoshi, but he did not wanted him as a master for himself. He had seen what kind of games Satoshi was usually playing with Jun, and it was creeping Masaki out to even think of what Jun had in store for him. But seeing how everyone seemed to be totally relaxed and cool with everything, he didn’t wanna be the party breaker and destroy it all with his fears and doubts. Especially since it had been something Sho had planned.
“Well then, we should get going now.” Jun said, after him and Sho talked for something between 30 and 45 minutes, time in which they also had a few drinks and filled half of an ashtray with finished cigarettes and ashes.
“Yeah, I agree. Bring me Masaki back in the morning at around 9 or 10.” Sho said, with a
smile.
“I will, don’t worry.” Jun said, smiling back to his childhood friend. “Let’s go.” he added, taking Masaki’s hand in his.
Masaki stared at Sho, his heart beating faster than a drum. He didn’t wanted to go. He wanted to stay there. He felt like a 8 years old child that was forced to go and spend the night over at some relatives that he knew nothing about. But he decided that it was best for him to act mature and rationable about all this situation. He made a bow in front of Sho and wished everyone to have a good fun before getting out of the house together with his brand new master of the night.
They walked together to Jun’s car and Masaki hurried to open up the door from the driver sit to Jun, as he was always doing for Sho. Satoshi was not doing this for Jun, which left the man pleasantly surprised. He smiled to Masaki and got inside his car, putting his sit belt on while waiting for the slave to get inside the car as well.
There was not so much talking during the car ride, because none of the two knew what to say. It was not as if they were strangers and they needed to introduce or get to know each other a bit. Beside, Jun’s house was not that far away so they didn’t had a long drive, not longer than 15 minutes for sure.
When they got inside the house, Masaki took Jun’s jacket fast but slowly, putting it in the hallstand. He then got in his knees, unlacing Jun’s shoes and taking them gently out of his feet, before placing them carefully next to the door. He then moved in taking his own jacket and shoes off, while Jun was staring at him like an idiot. He knew Masaki was simply doing what he was usually doing for Sho, but… it was really so pleasant for once to have someone do something without being ordered.
“Come with me…” Jun said, after he saw Masaki finished everything and was waiting for a command.
The blond didn’t said anything. He just left his head down and fallowed Jun, with no idea to where they were going. His heart was racing. ‘Here it comes… Breath, Masaki, breath! It will be fine… Don’t look so damn fucking scared!!’ He kept screaming at himself in his mind. Images started going in his head. Of Jun taking him to a dungeon where he had a lot of weird torture items. And he was going to fuck him so hard that he’d feel raped, then cut him like he did with Satoshi, then beat him up… ‘No! Shit, shit, I don’t want this. Oh, help me God, I beg you…’ he said to himself again, feeling about to start crying.
To his surprise though, Jun didn’t took him to any scary dungeon, crypt, not even his bedroom. He took him to the living-room. Masaki was just sitting there, like an idiot. And he was waiting… And waiting…
‘Okay, now he’s gonna grab something from here… Like a knife… A strong, leather belt? A whip! Holly fuck!’
“Masaki!!” Jun screamed, seeing how the man seemed to be trapped in a whole other universe. His scream did woke him up and he stared at him with a freaked out expression. “What on Hell’s name are you damn thinking of?!” Jun asked, kind of pissed, sitting down on the couch.
“I… Uhm… What are you doing there..?” Masaki asked, confused.
“Chilling?” Jun said, raising his shoulders. He took a cigarette from his pack and light it up, letting his head on his back and letting out a hard, tired puff of smoke.
“Okay…..” Masaki said. He was feeling more and more awkward. “Matsumoto-san..?”
“What?” Jun asked, sounding irritated.
“Aren’t you going to do something..? Like… I don’t know… Tie me up, beat me till I’m numb and then fuck me until my whole body starts feeling like a drained and empty shell..?” Masaki asked, letting out his entire thoughts that have been creeping him in the last over 24 hours.
Jun just stared at him for like 10 seconds, with his cigarette in his mouth, his hands on the sofa and his eyebrows so starch that they almost formed a line. Then he started laughing really hard, hitting the couch two times in a row.
“Is THAT what you were thinking all along?! Oh, dear lord… Haha!” Jun said, between the laughs.
Masaki was really feeling like the most pathetic idiot on the planet in that moment. Wasn’t that what Jun wanted...?
“Masaki, come on… You are a soft slave and my best friend’s slave. How could you believe I would do that to you?” Jun said, after he finished laughing.
“Well… I thought you’re gonna play with me like you do it with Toshi…” Masaki confessed, letting his head down.
“Oh dear… Come here, boy.” Jun said.
He pressed the burning tip of the cigarette on the cool surface of the glass ashtray until the fire ran out and left it there. When Masaki came and kneel on the floor next to the couch, Jun grabbed him in a tender hug, caressing his back and his hair.
“I have no intention in ever hurting you, you silly kid…” he said softly to him. He pushed him gently away and put his both hands on his face, cupping his cheeks and looking straight at him. “Are we not friends?”
“We are but… You are a master and… I am now your slave…” Masaki said.
“And you thought I’d take advantage of that and crush you.” Jun asked, on the tone of a parent explaining a child a silly thing he made.
“Sorry…” Masaki said, letting his head down.
“Look what… All this exchange was Sho-kun’s idea. And it wasn’t even because he’d wanna fuck someone else. Is because of Ninomiya. Sho told me at the phone, when we talked earlier today, that he has something in plan. Something that he wanted to do for a damn long time but never found the perfect 2 boys to do it with. Appearently, he think my Satoshi and Ninomiya are perfect for this game that he wants to play. This kinky roleplaying game. Is all I know, he didn’t gave me more details. But, it did sounded like something he really wanted. And I know Satoshi is a good, obedient slave so I doubt he’ll screw up Sho’s night. You understand, right? He wants to see a show.” Jun explained.
“I see…” Masaki said. He got everything wrong… He was truly an idiot, he thought. “So… what will me and you do?”
“We’ll let them have their fun…” Jun said. “For me, you are mine and Satoshi’s friend. I can’t see you as a slave of mine. There are some masters, who, if they start having a friendship relationship with a person, no matter how sexy or good that person would be as a slave, they can never see that person as their slave. I am one of those masters…”
“I understand…” Masaki said. “But still… I wanna do something for you. Anything. Let me at least suck you or something…”
“Haha.” Jun laughed. “Masaki… you are such a cute man. You have the soul of a child… That is why Sho cares of you so much and wants to hold you so much. You are a very precious person…”
“I am..?” Masaki said amazed.
“Yes… And the best part, is that you are not even aware of how amazing you are…” Jun added, caressing his hair.
Masaki looked at Jun with his eyes sparkling. He never thought that this man, who he had seen as being a image and symbol of sadism and hardcore, could be so gentle… It was as if he was seeing a whole new Matsumoto Jun, as if it was his twin brother or something.
“Matsumoto-san… I really… I wanna do something for you…” Masaki said slowly.
Jun looked at him without knowing what to say. He watched the blonde taking his right hand in both of his hands and bringing his fingers to his mouth. He smiled when Masaki started moving the tip of his tongue around his fingers, it was a very exciting feeling that it was bringing him. But he put his left hand on the man’s chest, making him stop.
“No, Masaki… I don’t want you to do any of this kind of stuff. And just because I don’t want to have sex with you, it doesn’t mean that we have to sit like idiots and stare at each other the whole night. We can talk. Conversation is always good and can actually be helpful. So! Do you have any questions?” Jun asked, sitting himself in a better position and looking at Masaki.
“Not really… My Master already answered me to everything I wanted to know...” he said, after thinking for a second.
“There are always things that you didn’t even knew you wanted to know. And when you find out, you ask yourself why you never asked.” Jun said, while scratching his chin. “For exemple, do you know what is the difference between a hardcore slave and a soft slave?”
“I doubt I do, sir…” Masaki said, looking at Jun with interest.
“Soft slave are more free… A soft master will always allow his slave more freedom than a hardcore master would. Hardcore slaves, that are usually also called pain sluts, don’t serve the master. They serve the power. They serve the command. A hardcore slave doesn’t know what to do unless he is told what to do. They only breath when they are told to. Soft slaves serve their masters and nothing else. While a hardcore slave serves because of the harsh and sometimes brutal discipline that is inflected on him, and that he likes, of course, soft slaves serve because of the love. In hardcore BDSM is about passion, is about lust, is about hard yet amazing pain that tingles you to the smallest bone and makes you feel like you are touching Heaven with bare hands. Soft BDSM is about adoration… Is about a love that is so big, so high, that all the slave wants to do is to venerate his master to the last bit. Cause he sees a perfection in that man that he had never ever seen before, that he didn’t even thought to be real.” Jun explained gently. “Do you understand?”
“Yes… And it is true. Is what I feel for Sho-kun…” Masaki said, thinking it through.
“That is why some people say that BDSM is the highest level of love…” Jun said, caressing Masaki’s hair.
“But… Does that mean that you and Satoshi don’t love each other?” Masaki asked confused.
“No, haha.” Jun laughed. “It just means that our love is different… And based on different things. While we put our base on hard, lustful sex and pain, you and Sho put your base on deep love, 100% trust and desire to serve. You love serving Sho, do you not?”
“Yes…”
“Why is that?”
“Because he is so grand… He is so amazing in everything and he is so beautiful and… Whenever I kneel in front of him, I feel like I belong there. And I feel like is my place. I have never felt something so powerful for someone. In my eyes and in my mind, he is my God…” Masaki said, with a smile on his lips, while Sho’s image was running through his head.
“Exactly… That is the spell of a soft master. That is why they are so powerful… Do you have any idea how much a soft master studies?” Jun asked, lighting himself another cigarette.
“They study?” Masaki asked surprised.
“More than a fucking college student. Soft masters study psychology, in order to be able to learn exactly how the human brain works and how to get to them. They use a lot of mind-fuck, so they need to know the art of playing with the brain. They study literature, biology, medicine… So they would know how to surprise their slave, so they would know exactly how their slave’s body works and so they would know exactly when to stop in order to not seriously harm their slave. I know masters who read more books than university teachers have. Sho is one of those masters… Sho knows the human body and mind perfectly. That is why he can always surprise you, that is why you feel he’s reading your mind. He knows exactly when to start and when to stop, where and how to touch, what and when to say so he would brain-rape you like a true professional.” Jun said, taking small puffs from his cigarette from time to time.
“Wow… That is so amazing…” Masaki said.
“Is complicated stuff to be a master. Is very hard and complicated stuff to be a true and good master. Sho knows so much that he could even bring a hardcore master down…” Jun said.
“Really?!” Masaki asked.
“Oh yeah…” Jun said, closing his eyes.
Images of the past nightmare he had came back in his mind, suffocating him once more. He felt the need to cry but didn’t wanted to. Masaki was looking at him like a little puppy waiting for a command. He smiled as gently as he could to him and touched his head with his hand.
“Do you still want to do something for me…?” Jun asked.
“Yes, sir.” Masaki answered fast.
“Hug me…” Jun requested.
“…What..?” Masaki said, taken by surprise, since that was the last thing he expected.
“Just do it…” Jun said, sounding tired.
Masaki got up and sat himself on the couch as well. He put his arms around Jun’s waist and his head on the man’s chest, hugging him tightly. Jun left his unfinished cigarette in the ashtray and hugged Masaki back, supporting his check on the top of his friend’s head. He caressed his back and just stood there, enjoying the moment.
“I thought you’d want something much more…” Masaki confessed.
“Sometimes, there is nothing better than a warm hug from someone you know that really cares…”
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Sho left Satoshi alone with Nino for a bit, to fix some stuff that he needed. He had a fantasy that he was crazy over making true, but there had always been something stopping him. Now it was his chance of making it real and he was not going to let it slip. He wanted every detail, every small detail to be perfect. He wasted like almost an hour fixing everything in place and he was really hoping that Satoshi and Nino would play along smoothly with his plan, cause if they didn’t, it could all be ruined. He knew that maybe he should of have told the 2 men what he wanted them to do from the start, but he didn’t regret he had not done it. After all, he was going for improvisation cause he wanted everything to feel as real as possible.
Satoshi was feeling a bit unsure and a bit worried since he had no idea what was going to happen. Though he knew it was not going to be dangerous, since he trusted his master not to throw him into the mouth of the wolves knowing they would eat him, he couldn’t help his feeling of anxiety and slightly worry. He talked to Nino, about small, meaningless things just to make the time go away.
Nino had no stress or worry troubling his mind or soul. He was going for the idea that no matter what Sho had in mind, it couldn’t possibly be worse than what his American master had done to him. Sometimes he was feeling lucky that he got to go through all that. Now, there were very few things that scared him.
When Sho returned in the room they both smiled to him and tried to look sexy, which made Sho giggle. “You two get dressed in this cloths.” He said, throwing them something that looked like high-school boys uniforms.
“We gotta wear this? Why?” Nino asked confused.
“Let’s just say I’ve got a high-school fetish.” Sho said.
“Ohh… You damn little perv. You want us to play school?” Nino said, starting to laugh.
“I would stop with that attitude young man, or you will get in detention.” Sho said, trying to use a serious tone.
“Haha! This will be epic.” Nino said, starting to take his shirt off.
“You too, Satoshi.” Sho said.
“Oh yeah. Right. Sorry…” Satoshi said, finally getting out of the trance he was in.
Sho admired their sweet, small and skinny teenage-like bodies while the boys were changing their cloths, and he felt like he was about to get hard already. The blue pants with black squears and the white shirts with the blue tie looked amazing on Satoshi and Nino, giving them that right-out-of-the-high-school-desks feel. Sho smiled when he saw how good they looked and then tried his best to be all serious again.
“Very well. Now fallow me.” he told them, going out of the room.
Satoshi looked at Nino, asking him with his eyes if he knows anything about this. Nino raised his shoulders and shoke his head, telling him he has no damn idea of anything. They went after Sho, both of them feeling curious about this entire situation. Up the stairs and on the right hall, there was a room that Sho always kept locked up. When Aiba and Nino were cleaning, they many times wanted to open that room but they couldn’t, cause the only one having the key of it was Sho and he never gave it to them. When Nino saw the man entering there and letting the door opened for them to fallow in, his interest and curiosity grew even bigger.
“Yeah, I always wanted to know what’s here!” he said enthusiast, going inside of the room fast. “Wooow… Are you for real?!”
The room was wide and beautiful. There were school desks everywhere, a larger, bigger desk in front, even a blackboard with chalk and sponges on the edge. The floor was sparkling clean and looked as if it had been fresh washed and the walls had a warm color of light brown.
“You have a classroom in your house..?” Satoshi said, as amazed as Nino.
“As I said, is a big fetish.” Sho said, smilling. “SO! Today, you two will be the students. I will be your teacher. Sit down, please.” He added, going foreword to the teacher’s desk and sitting in his chair.
He gave the boys a moment to recover from the shock of seeing an actual and real classroom inside of his house, and waited for them to sit in a desk. Which they did, choosing the one from the front.
“How about we start with some math. Nino! If x times x plus 2x minus 35 equals 0, then what is x?” Sho said, staring at Nino.
“Uhm… Excuse me but… what?!” Nino said confused.
“Satoshi?” Sho said, looking at the blond.
“X equals -5,7.” Satoshi said.
“Very good.” Sho said, smiling to him.
“How the fuck did you knew that?” Nino asked Satoshi.
“I calculated…” Satoshi said.
“I never knew you are so good at this shit.” Nino said, still feeling amazed.
“Shut up, Nino. If in a crowd of humans and horses there are 74 heads and 196 legs, how many humans and how many horses are there?” Sho asked.
“Beats me…” Nino said. “Look, this questions are weird…”
“50 humans and 24 horses.” Satoshi said.
“Very good, Satoshi.” Sho said, smiling to him again.
“…You are seriously scaring me here….” Nino said, staring weird at Satoshi.
“I like math…Sorry.” Satoshi said, scratching the back of his head with his hand.
“How about some mythology? Who was the Greek God of the sea?” Sho asked.
“Poseidon.” Satoshi said fast.
“Which mythical creature had the head of an eagle and the body of a lion?”
“Griffen.”
“He is good..” Sho said.
“Too good. I don’t know any of this shit!” Nino said annoyed.
“Maybe you need to read more.” Sho said, raising his eyebrow. “And you really need to stop talking unless you are asked.”
Nino crossed his hands on his chest and pout. This was not fun. But Satoshi seemed to be having fun.
“Now, I even made a test for you.” Sho said, taking some papers from his desk.
“You have?” Nino asked amazed.
“This will work as a Tick list. There are 20 questions, each with a value of 5 points. Depending on how many questions you fail to answer, is a tick. At the end, I will calculate the results and the ones with most ticks will be the one punished. They are all high-school questions. You did finished high-school, didn’t you, Nino?” Sho said, giving him and Satoshi each a paper.
“I have… I never said I was good at it though, I barely passed.” Nino said slowly.
“Well, that’s a shame. You should really stress at this.” Sho said. “You can start whenever you want. You have an hour.”
“Great…” Nino said, rolling his eyes.
Just by throwing a first view at it, Nino could realize he didn’t knew 60% of that shit. He was already feeling like a loser at life. Sho made this test so he for sure knew all the answers. And Satoshi had already started writing, so he did knew them too. ‘Fuck my life….’ Nino said in his mind. He could feel Sho staring at him so he stopped himself from his desire of looking at what Satoshi was writing and copy it all.
“I am really feeling like a dumb 17 years old student right now….” Nino said out loud, while he was bitting the edge of the pen and trying to concentrate.
‘Good… Cause is exactly what I want you guys to feel.’ Sho said to himself, giggling while watching the two grown men, in those small desks, stressing and scratching themselves in the head while trying to solve that test.
If you want someone to play a role good, you gotta make them feel as they are the characters they’re playing. Sho didn’t want to pretend to be the perverted teacher of two grown men who pretend to be teenagers. He wanted to feel as a real teacher, with real teenager students. He didn’t want to be a pedophile so he never dared to try make his fantasy come true with real kids. But Satoshi and Nino looked as if they were 17, so they were perfect for this.
As the time was passing, Sho could see Nino becoming more and more stressed and scared, and it damn amused him a lot. He didn’t move, he didn’t go to them, just stayed there and observe them. Like a real teacher. Watching the time closely to know when it was over, watching their reactions, watching them watching him… He was having the time of his life.
School has been, since many, many years ago, in many people’s minds, a image of discipline, education and training. Which is not very different from BDSM. In school, there is a person who gives you lessons. He gives you rewards when you do your lessons good, and punishments when you fail. In the real life, there are tons of masters who play school with their slaves. Is fun, is educational and is a really good roleplay that doesn’t change the master-slave relationship at all.
“I am done.” Satoshi announced, after 45 minutes.
“You are done?! Duuudee! What kind of a nerd were you in school?!” Nino asked, looking at him.
“I was a straight A student…” Satoshi said.
“Why am I not surprised?” Nino said, raising his eyebrow.
“Stop talking and write, Ninomiya! And you, Satoshi, very good. Just wait for him to finish as well.” Sho said, alternating his voice from pissed off to calm.
“Whatever… I won’t be able to finish this anyway, I don’t understand this crap. You can take my one too.” Nino said, letting his pen down.
“Are you sure?” Sho asked.
“Yes.” Nino said, decided.
“Very well then. Bring them here, I will start correcting them.” Sho said.
Satoshi and Nino both walked the small space from the desk they were sitting in to Sho’s desk and put the tests down. They returned to their chairs and Nino looked like he was about to explode. He hated all this.
“Damn, I am so gonna fail!” he said loud.
“Relax, is not a real exam. Is just a game… Is not like you are failing your college schooler-ship or anything.” Satoshi laughed.
“Indeed… Why the fuck am I stressing so much?!” Nino said.
Sho was trying so hard not to laugh. He brought the two men exactly where he wanted. They were both feeling as if they were in high-school again. It was going perfect. And he was so amazed that all this brought him a surprise as well. He didn’t expected Satoshi to be that smart.
“Incredible… A straight A, Satoshi, you got them all right.” He said, after like 20 minutes.
“It doesn’t amaze me anymore…” Nino said, depressed.
“And about you… Well… You only got 6 out of 20.” Sho said.
“Am I a genius or what…” Nino said, sinking in his chair more.
“Which means you have 14 ticks.” Sho said, letting the papers and pen on the desk and getting up from his chair.
“I am so dead…” Nino said, letting his head on the desk.
“Get up.” Sho said, when he got in front of Nino and Satoshi’s desk.
Nino got up, looking a bit scared at Sho, who didn’t looked like he wanted to forgive him. Sho gave him a strong, harsh slap across the face, making him fall down on the floor. Nino was amazed by it but didn’t said a thing. He just looked down and waited for an order.
“Get up. We are gonna have fun…” Sho said, with a sexy yet evil looking smile.
A/N: OOOkay!! So, is official. I am NOT ever going somewhere with my master again. Like EVER! We went again in a trip and got stuck there. This time for 2 weeks. I HATE HIS DAMN JOB!! But anyway XD Passing over my small rage crises ^^”” I am back now! Yey ^_^ And here is the part 1 of chapter 19. Is a fucking-damn-huge chapter of like 25 pages XDD Holly cow! Yeah, I wrote it while I was away but I couldn’t post it cause no internet >.<” Shit sucks. And when I realized how huge it is, I thought I will cut it in two parts. So here is part one, part two will come tomorrow. I already have it written, as I said, just need to post it. And I want to know what you guys think of this. I wanted to do this cause me and my master have many many times played school XD And we both love it and I thought I should talk of it and use it here. And for those of you who don’t know what a Tick List is, the thing I was talking about in the story, you can find the explication on my other journal, I have it there. Is here : http://shokundaisukirl.livejournal.com/2013.html
So! Until tomorrow, I hope you guys have fun, I hope you’ll like this. As always, comments are loved <333 Byeee ^.~
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, Sakumiya (is Yama Pair, Ohmiya and Junba in this chapter though XDD)
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 19 (part 1)
Masaki was too scared to even start to think about what he should do. When Jun arrived together with Satoshi at their house that night, it was the first time Masaki has not felt happy and enthusiast to see his friends. Everyone else seemed to be fine and calm though, especially Nino. Masaki thought it was because Nino didn’t exactly care who was he fucking with. To him, it was not such an important subject. But to Masaki, it sure was. He had been having sex with others before Sho, it was true, but it hadn’t been anyone beside Sho for the past one year. And he had never had another master beside him. He knew and trusted Jun, almost saw him as a friend. He liked him cause he was a good man and a good master to Satoshi, but he did not wanted him as a master for himself. He had seen what kind of games Satoshi was usually playing with Jun, and it was creeping Masaki out to even think of what Jun had in store for him. But seeing how everyone seemed to be totally relaxed and cool with everything, he didn’t wanna be the party breaker and destroy it all with his fears and doubts. Especially since it had been something Sho had planned.
“Well then, we should get going now.” Jun said, after him and Sho talked for something between 30 and 45 minutes, time in which they also had a few drinks and filled half of an ashtray with finished cigarettes and ashes.
“Yeah, I agree. Bring me Masaki back in the morning at around 9 or 10.” Sho said, with a
smile.
“I will, don’t worry.” Jun said, smiling back to his childhood friend. “Let’s go.” he added, taking Masaki’s hand in his.
Masaki stared at Sho, his heart beating faster than a drum. He didn’t wanted to go. He wanted to stay there. He felt like a 8 years old child that was forced to go and spend the night over at some relatives that he knew nothing about. But he decided that it was best for him to act mature and rationable about all this situation. He made a bow in front of Sho and wished everyone to have a good fun before getting out of the house together with his brand new master of the night.
They walked together to Jun’s car and Masaki hurried to open up the door from the driver sit to Jun, as he was always doing for Sho. Satoshi was not doing this for Jun, which left the man pleasantly surprised. He smiled to Masaki and got inside his car, putting his sit belt on while waiting for the slave to get inside the car as well.
There was not so much talking during the car ride, because none of the two knew what to say. It was not as if they were strangers and they needed to introduce or get to know each other a bit. Beside, Jun’s house was not that far away so they didn’t had a long drive, not longer than 15 minutes for sure.
When they got inside the house, Masaki took Jun’s jacket fast but slowly, putting it in the hallstand. He then got in his knees, unlacing Jun’s shoes and taking them gently out of his feet, before placing them carefully next to the door. He then moved in taking his own jacket and shoes off, while Jun was staring at him like an idiot. He knew Masaki was simply doing what he was usually doing for Sho, but… it was really so pleasant for once to have someone do something without being ordered.
“Come with me…” Jun said, after he saw Masaki finished everything and was waiting for a command.
The blond didn’t said anything. He just left his head down and fallowed Jun, with no idea to where they were going. His heart was racing. ‘Here it comes… Breath, Masaki, breath! It will be fine… Don’t look so damn fucking scared!!’ He kept screaming at himself in his mind. Images started going in his head. Of Jun taking him to a dungeon where he had a lot of weird torture items. And he was going to fuck him so hard that he’d feel raped, then cut him like he did with Satoshi, then beat him up… ‘No! Shit, shit, I don’t want this. Oh, help me God, I beg you…’ he said to himself again, feeling about to start crying.
To his surprise though, Jun didn’t took him to any scary dungeon, crypt, not even his bedroom. He took him to the living-room. Masaki was just sitting there, like an idiot. And he was waiting… And waiting…
‘Okay, now he’s gonna grab something from here… Like a knife… A strong, leather belt? A whip! Holly fuck!’
“Masaki!!” Jun screamed, seeing how the man seemed to be trapped in a whole other universe. His scream did woke him up and he stared at him with a freaked out expression. “What on Hell’s name are you damn thinking of?!” Jun asked, kind of pissed, sitting down on the couch.
“I… Uhm… What are you doing there..?” Masaki asked, confused.
“Chilling?” Jun said, raising his shoulders. He took a cigarette from his pack and light it up, letting his head on his back and letting out a hard, tired puff of smoke.
“Okay…..” Masaki said. He was feeling more and more awkward. “Matsumoto-san..?”
“What?” Jun asked, sounding irritated.
“Aren’t you going to do something..? Like… I don’t know… Tie me up, beat me till I’m numb and then fuck me until my whole body starts feeling like a drained and empty shell..?” Masaki asked, letting out his entire thoughts that have been creeping him in the last over 24 hours.
Jun just stared at him for like 10 seconds, with his cigarette in his mouth, his hands on the sofa and his eyebrows so starch that they almost formed a line. Then he started laughing really hard, hitting the couch two times in a row.
“Is THAT what you were thinking all along?! Oh, dear lord… Haha!” Jun said, between the laughs.
Masaki was really feeling like the most pathetic idiot on the planet in that moment. Wasn’t that what Jun wanted...?
“Masaki, come on… You are a soft slave and my best friend’s slave. How could you believe I would do that to you?” Jun said, after he finished laughing.
“Well… I thought you’re gonna play with me like you do it with Toshi…” Masaki confessed, letting his head down.
“Oh dear… Come here, boy.” Jun said.
He pressed the burning tip of the cigarette on the cool surface of the glass ashtray until the fire ran out and left it there. When Masaki came and kneel on the floor next to the couch, Jun grabbed him in a tender hug, caressing his back and his hair.
“I have no intention in ever hurting you, you silly kid…” he said softly to him. He pushed him gently away and put his both hands on his face, cupping his cheeks and looking straight at him. “Are we not friends?”
“We are but… You are a master and… I am now your slave…” Masaki said.
“And you thought I’d take advantage of that and crush you.” Jun asked, on the tone of a parent explaining a child a silly thing he made.
“Sorry…” Masaki said, letting his head down.
“Look what… All this exchange was Sho-kun’s idea. And it wasn’t even because he’d wanna fuck someone else. Is because of Ninomiya. Sho told me at the phone, when we talked earlier today, that he has something in plan. Something that he wanted to do for a damn long time but never found the perfect 2 boys to do it with. Appearently, he think my Satoshi and Ninomiya are perfect for this game that he wants to play. This kinky roleplaying game. Is all I know, he didn’t gave me more details. But, it did sounded like something he really wanted. And I know Satoshi is a good, obedient slave so I doubt he’ll screw up Sho’s night. You understand, right? He wants to see a show.” Jun explained.
“I see…” Masaki said. He got everything wrong… He was truly an idiot, he thought. “So… what will me and you do?”
“We’ll let them have their fun…” Jun said. “For me, you are mine and Satoshi’s friend. I can’t see you as a slave of mine. There are some masters, who, if they start having a friendship relationship with a person, no matter how sexy or good that person would be as a slave, they can never see that person as their slave. I am one of those masters…”
“I understand…” Masaki said. “But still… I wanna do something for you. Anything. Let me at least suck you or something…”
“Haha.” Jun laughed. “Masaki… you are such a cute man. You have the soul of a child… That is why Sho cares of you so much and wants to hold you so much. You are a very precious person…”
“I am..?” Masaki said amazed.
“Yes… And the best part, is that you are not even aware of how amazing you are…” Jun added, caressing his hair.
Masaki looked at Jun with his eyes sparkling. He never thought that this man, who he had seen as being a image and symbol of sadism and hardcore, could be so gentle… It was as if he was seeing a whole new Matsumoto Jun, as if it was his twin brother or something.
“Matsumoto-san… I really… I wanna do something for you…” Masaki said slowly.
Jun looked at him without knowing what to say. He watched the blonde taking his right hand in both of his hands and bringing his fingers to his mouth. He smiled when Masaki started moving the tip of his tongue around his fingers, it was a very exciting feeling that it was bringing him. But he put his left hand on the man’s chest, making him stop.
“No, Masaki… I don’t want you to do any of this kind of stuff. And just because I don’t want to have sex with you, it doesn’t mean that we have to sit like idiots and stare at each other the whole night. We can talk. Conversation is always good and can actually be helpful. So! Do you have any questions?” Jun asked, sitting himself in a better position and looking at Masaki.
“Not really… My Master already answered me to everything I wanted to know...” he said, after thinking for a second.
“There are always things that you didn’t even knew you wanted to know. And when you find out, you ask yourself why you never asked.” Jun said, while scratching his chin. “For exemple, do you know what is the difference between a hardcore slave and a soft slave?”
“I doubt I do, sir…” Masaki said, looking at Jun with interest.
“Soft slave are more free… A soft master will always allow his slave more freedom than a hardcore master would. Hardcore slaves, that are usually also called pain sluts, don’t serve the master. They serve the power. They serve the command. A hardcore slave doesn’t know what to do unless he is told what to do. They only breath when they are told to. Soft slaves serve their masters and nothing else. While a hardcore slave serves because of the harsh and sometimes brutal discipline that is inflected on him, and that he likes, of course, soft slaves serve because of the love. In hardcore BDSM is about passion, is about lust, is about hard yet amazing pain that tingles you to the smallest bone and makes you feel like you are touching Heaven with bare hands. Soft BDSM is about adoration… Is about a love that is so big, so high, that all the slave wants to do is to venerate his master to the last bit. Cause he sees a perfection in that man that he had never ever seen before, that he didn’t even thought to be real.” Jun explained gently. “Do you understand?”
“Yes… And it is true. Is what I feel for Sho-kun…” Masaki said, thinking it through.
“That is why some people say that BDSM is the highest level of love…” Jun said, caressing Masaki’s hair.
“But… Does that mean that you and Satoshi don’t love each other?” Masaki asked confused.
“No, haha.” Jun laughed. “It just means that our love is different… And based on different things. While we put our base on hard, lustful sex and pain, you and Sho put your base on deep love, 100% trust and desire to serve. You love serving Sho, do you not?”
“Yes…”
“Why is that?”
“Because he is so grand… He is so amazing in everything and he is so beautiful and… Whenever I kneel in front of him, I feel like I belong there. And I feel like is my place. I have never felt something so powerful for someone. In my eyes and in my mind, he is my God…” Masaki said, with a smile on his lips, while Sho’s image was running through his head.
“Exactly… That is the spell of a soft master. That is why they are so powerful… Do you have any idea how much a soft master studies?” Jun asked, lighting himself another cigarette.
“They study?” Masaki asked surprised.
“More than a fucking college student. Soft masters study psychology, in order to be able to learn exactly how the human brain works and how to get to them. They use a lot of mind-fuck, so they need to know the art of playing with the brain. They study literature, biology, medicine… So they would know how to surprise their slave, so they would know exactly how their slave’s body works and so they would know exactly when to stop in order to not seriously harm their slave. I know masters who read more books than university teachers have. Sho is one of those masters… Sho knows the human body and mind perfectly. That is why he can always surprise you, that is why you feel he’s reading your mind. He knows exactly when to start and when to stop, where and how to touch, what and when to say so he would brain-rape you like a true professional.” Jun said, taking small puffs from his cigarette from time to time.
“Wow… That is so amazing…” Masaki said.
“Is complicated stuff to be a master. Is very hard and complicated stuff to be a true and good master. Sho knows so much that he could even bring a hardcore master down…” Jun said.
“Really?!” Masaki asked.
“Oh yeah…” Jun said, closing his eyes.
Images of the past nightmare he had came back in his mind, suffocating him once more. He felt the need to cry but didn’t wanted to. Masaki was looking at him like a little puppy waiting for a command. He smiled as gently as he could to him and touched his head with his hand.
“Do you still want to do something for me…?” Jun asked.
“Yes, sir.” Masaki answered fast.
“Hug me…” Jun requested.
“…What..?” Masaki said, taken by surprise, since that was the last thing he expected.
“Just do it…” Jun said, sounding tired.
Masaki got up and sat himself on the couch as well. He put his arms around Jun’s waist and his head on the man’s chest, hugging him tightly. Jun left his unfinished cigarette in the ashtray and hugged Masaki back, supporting his check on the top of his friend’s head. He caressed his back and just stood there, enjoying the moment.
“I thought you’d want something much more…” Masaki confessed.
“Sometimes, there is nothing better than a warm hug from someone you know that really cares…”
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Sho left Satoshi alone with Nino for a bit, to fix some stuff that he needed. He had a fantasy that he was crazy over making true, but there had always been something stopping him. Now it was his chance of making it real and he was not going to let it slip. He wanted every detail, every small detail to be perfect. He wasted like almost an hour fixing everything in place and he was really hoping that Satoshi and Nino would play along smoothly with his plan, cause if they didn’t, it could all be ruined. He knew that maybe he should of have told the 2 men what he wanted them to do from the start, but he didn’t regret he had not done it. After all, he was going for improvisation cause he wanted everything to feel as real as possible.
Satoshi was feeling a bit unsure and a bit worried since he had no idea what was going to happen. Though he knew it was not going to be dangerous, since he trusted his master not to throw him into the mouth of the wolves knowing they would eat him, he couldn’t help his feeling of anxiety and slightly worry. He talked to Nino, about small, meaningless things just to make the time go away.
Nino had no stress or worry troubling his mind or soul. He was going for the idea that no matter what Sho had in mind, it couldn’t possibly be worse than what his American master had done to him. Sometimes he was feeling lucky that he got to go through all that. Now, there were very few things that scared him.
When Sho returned in the room they both smiled to him and tried to look sexy, which made Sho giggle. “You two get dressed in this cloths.” He said, throwing them something that looked like high-school boys uniforms.
“We gotta wear this? Why?” Nino asked confused.
“Let’s just say I’ve got a high-school fetish.” Sho said.
“Ohh… You damn little perv. You want us to play school?” Nino said, starting to laugh.
“I would stop with that attitude young man, or you will get in detention.” Sho said, trying to use a serious tone.
“Haha! This will be epic.” Nino said, starting to take his shirt off.
“You too, Satoshi.” Sho said.
“Oh yeah. Right. Sorry…” Satoshi said, finally getting out of the trance he was in.
Sho admired their sweet, small and skinny teenage-like bodies while the boys were changing their cloths, and he felt like he was about to get hard already. The blue pants with black squears and the white shirts with the blue tie looked amazing on Satoshi and Nino, giving them that right-out-of-the-high-school-desks feel. Sho smiled when he saw how good they looked and then tried his best to be all serious again.
“Very well. Now fallow me.” he told them, going out of the room.
Satoshi looked at Nino, asking him with his eyes if he knows anything about this. Nino raised his shoulders and shoke his head, telling him he has no damn idea of anything. They went after Sho, both of them feeling curious about this entire situation. Up the stairs and on the right hall, there was a room that Sho always kept locked up. When Aiba and Nino were cleaning, they many times wanted to open that room but they couldn’t, cause the only one having the key of it was Sho and he never gave it to them. When Nino saw the man entering there and letting the door opened for them to fallow in, his interest and curiosity grew even bigger.
“Yeah, I always wanted to know what’s here!” he said enthusiast, going inside of the room fast. “Wooow… Are you for real?!”
The room was wide and beautiful. There were school desks everywhere, a larger, bigger desk in front, even a blackboard with chalk and sponges on the edge. The floor was sparkling clean and looked as if it had been fresh washed and the walls had a warm color of light brown.
“You have a classroom in your house..?” Satoshi said, as amazed as Nino.
“As I said, is a big fetish.” Sho said, smilling. “SO! Today, you two will be the students. I will be your teacher. Sit down, please.” He added, going foreword to the teacher’s desk and sitting in his chair.
He gave the boys a moment to recover from the shock of seeing an actual and real classroom inside of his house, and waited for them to sit in a desk. Which they did, choosing the one from the front.
“How about we start with some math. Nino! If x times x plus 2x minus 35 equals 0, then what is x?” Sho said, staring at Nino.
“Uhm… Excuse me but… what?!” Nino said confused.
“Satoshi?” Sho said, looking at the blond.
“X equals -5,7.” Satoshi said.
“Very good.” Sho said, smiling to him.
“How the fuck did you knew that?” Nino asked Satoshi.
“I calculated…” Satoshi said.
“I never knew you are so good at this shit.” Nino said, still feeling amazed.
“Shut up, Nino. If in a crowd of humans and horses there are 74 heads and 196 legs, how many humans and how many horses are there?” Sho asked.
“Beats me…” Nino said. “Look, this questions are weird…”
“50 humans and 24 horses.” Satoshi said.
“Very good, Satoshi.” Sho said, smiling to him again.
“…You are seriously scaring me here….” Nino said, staring weird at Satoshi.
“I like math…Sorry.” Satoshi said, scratching the back of his head with his hand.
“How about some mythology? Who was the Greek God of the sea?” Sho asked.
“Poseidon.” Satoshi said fast.
“Which mythical creature had the head of an eagle and the body of a lion?”
“Griffen.”
“He is good..” Sho said.
“Too good. I don’t know any of this shit!” Nino said annoyed.
“Maybe you need to read more.” Sho said, raising his eyebrow. “And you really need to stop talking unless you are asked.”
Nino crossed his hands on his chest and pout. This was not fun. But Satoshi seemed to be having fun.
“Now, I even made a test for you.” Sho said, taking some papers from his desk.
“You have?” Nino asked amazed.
“This will work as a Tick list. There are 20 questions, each with a value of 5 points. Depending on how many questions you fail to answer, is a tick. At the end, I will calculate the results and the ones with most ticks will be the one punished. They are all high-school questions. You did finished high-school, didn’t you, Nino?” Sho said, giving him and Satoshi each a paper.
“I have… I never said I was good at it though, I barely passed.” Nino said slowly.
“Well, that’s a shame. You should really stress at this.” Sho said. “You can start whenever you want. You have an hour.”
“Great…” Nino said, rolling his eyes.
Just by throwing a first view at it, Nino could realize he didn’t knew 60% of that shit. He was already feeling like a loser at life. Sho made this test so he for sure knew all the answers. And Satoshi had already started writing, so he did knew them too. ‘Fuck my life….’ Nino said in his mind. He could feel Sho staring at him so he stopped himself from his desire of looking at what Satoshi was writing and copy it all.
“I am really feeling like a dumb 17 years old student right now….” Nino said out loud, while he was bitting the edge of the pen and trying to concentrate.
‘Good… Cause is exactly what I want you guys to feel.’ Sho said to himself, giggling while watching the two grown men, in those small desks, stressing and scratching themselves in the head while trying to solve that test.
If you want someone to play a role good, you gotta make them feel as they are the characters they’re playing. Sho didn’t want to pretend to be the perverted teacher of two grown men who pretend to be teenagers. He wanted to feel as a real teacher, with real teenager students. He didn’t want to be a pedophile so he never dared to try make his fantasy come true with real kids. But Satoshi and Nino looked as if they were 17, so they were perfect for this.
As the time was passing, Sho could see Nino becoming more and more stressed and scared, and it damn amused him a lot. He didn’t move, he didn’t go to them, just stayed there and observe them. Like a real teacher. Watching the time closely to know when it was over, watching their reactions, watching them watching him… He was having the time of his life.
School has been, since many, many years ago, in many people’s minds, a image of discipline, education and training. Which is not very different from BDSM. In school, there is a person who gives you lessons. He gives you rewards when you do your lessons good, and punishments when you fail. In the real life, there are tons of masters who play school with their slaves. Is fun, is educational and is a really good roleplay that doesn’t change the master-slave relationship at all.
“I am done.” Satoshi announced, after 45 minutes.
“You are done?! Duuudee! What kind of a nerd were you in school?!” Nino asked, looking at him.
“I was a straight A student…” Satoshi said.
“Why am I not surprised?” Nino said, raising his eyebrow.
“Stop talking and write, Ninomiya! And you, Satoshi, very good. Just wait for him to finish as well.” Sho said, alternating his voice from pissed off to calm.
“Whatever… I won’t be able to finish this anyway, I don’t understand this crap. You can take my one too.” Nino said, letting his pen down.
“Are you sure?” Sho asked.
“Yes.” Nino said, decided.
“Very well then. Bring them here, I will start correcting them.” Sho said.
Satoshi and Nino both walked the small space from the desk they were sitting in to Sho’s desk and put the tests down. They returned to their chairs and Nino looked like he was about to explode. He hated all this.
“Damn, I am so gonna fail!” he said loud.
“Relax, is not a real exam. Is just a game… Is not like you are failing your college schooler-ship or anything.” Satoshi laughed.
“Indeed… Why the fuck am I stressing so much?!” Nino said.
Sho was trying so hard not to laugh. He brought the two men exactly where he wanted. They were both feeling as if they were in high-school again. It was going perfect. And he was so amazed that all this brought him a surprise as well. He didn’t expected Satoshi to be that smart.
“Incredible… A straight A, Satoshi, you got them all right.” He said, after like 20 minutes.
“It doesn’t amaze me anymore…” Nino said, depressed.
“And about you… Well… You only got 6 out of 20.” Sho said.
“Am I a genius or what…” Nino said, sinking in his chair more.
“Which means you have 14 ticks.” Sho said, letting the papers and pen on the desk and getting up from his chair.
“I am so dead…” Nino said, letting his head on the desk.
“Get up.” Sho said, when he got in front of Nino and Satoshi’s desk.
Nino got up, looking a bit scared at Sho, who didn’t looked like he wanted to forgive him. Sho gave him a strong, harsh slap across the face, making him fall down on the floor. Nino was amazed by it but didn’t said a thing. He just looked down and waited for an order.
“Get up. We are gonna have fun…” Sho said, with a sexy yet evil looking smile.
A/N: OOOkay!! So, is official. I am NOT ever going somewhere with my master again. Like EVER! We went again in a trip and got stuck there. This time for 2 weeks. I HATE HIS DAMN JOB!! But anyway XD Passing over my small rage crises ^^”” I am back now! Yey ^_^ And here is the part 1 of chapter 19. Is a fucking-damn-huge chapter of like 25 pages XDD Holly cow! Yeah, I wrote it while I was away but I couldn’t post it cause no internet >.<” Shit sucks. And when I realized how huge it is, I thought I will cut it in two parts. So here is part one, part two will come tomorrow. I already have it written, as I said, just need to post it. And I want to know what you guys think of this. I wanted to do this cause me and my master have many many times played school XD And we both love it and I thought I should talk of it and use it here. And for those of you who don’t know what a Tick List is, the thing I was talking about in the story, you can find the explication on my other journal, I have it there. Is here : http://shokundaisukirl.livejournal.com/2013.html
So! Until tomorrow, I hope you guys have fun, I hope you’ll like this. As always, comments are loved <333 Byeee ^.~