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drove two and a half hours to a applebee's in indiana. nearly started cryiny in the car, just thinking about the hoplessness of my situation... i just cant see anything changing. thought a good while about roobing mick and getting out of here, i can tell i'm not wanted, even if it hasnt been said. the meal, however brightened the day, it was a steak with shrimp glued to the top with parmeson cheese... mmmmm garlic mashed potatoes, mixed veggies, garlic toast. 2 cups of i'ce tea. i really like betty, i cant figure why i hated her so once upon a time... maybe i was just a prick. listened to classical music on the way back talked a bunch about nothing with mick. found out exactly how many kids i know on the street are sellin their mouths and ass's, and am now further disguisted with a group i already hated. had two smokes, and now even cutting down seems like it will be hard. weed? HA! opiates? i can live. tobbaco? momy. anyways, i talked mick into helping me fix up my damaged electric tonight, and hopefully he'll teach me some blues rifts as well.