thoughts in the shower
things that make me happy:
my cats. squeak and sniper
my mom
hockey
dancing when no one is looking
accomplishing things on my own
realizing things i need to realize
things that make me sad:
when things don't work
doing things i tell myself not to
relationships/friendships that fell apart
when people break promises/lie
my mom (its back and forth)
ants in the kitchen
when i need someone and no one is around
i wish...(stuff i want but will never get)
i could play for team canada or professionally
i didn't screw up everything that was important to me
zara and i had the relationship we used to
meaghan and i were on better terms
i could buy my mom a brand new volvo convertable
i wasn't scared of needles so i could get lots of piercings
i had long hair again, just for one day
i had a better relationship with my dad's side of the family
things i want to do before life is over:
ride in a hot air balloon
shave my head
own a new car
go to england
love again
live on a coast
go to a leaf game at the ACC
drive around canada and the us with no specific purpose
own lots of cats
at one point, have a six pack
things i want (and probably will have accomplished) by the end of the summer:
my car with 6 months insurance paid
some new hockey equipment
my phone bill, visa, hockey fees and meaghan paid off
to be in shape
this is a work in progress as stuff is always being adjusted
my cats. squeak and sniper
my mom
hockey
dancing when no one is looking
accomplishing things on my own
realizing things i need to realize
things that make me sad:
when things don't work
doing things i tell myself not to
relationships/friendships that fell apart
when people break promises/lie
my mom (its back and forth)
ants in the kitchen
when i need someone and no one is around
i wish...(stuff i want but will never get)
i could play for team canada or professionally
i didn't screw up everything that was important to me
zara and i had the relationship we used to
meaghan and i were on better terms
i could buy my mom a brand new volvo convertable
i wasn't scared of needles so i could get lots of piercings
i had long hair again, just for one day
i had a better relationship with my dad's side of the family
things i want to do before life is over:
ride in a hot air balloon
shave my head
own a new car
go to england
love again
live on a coast
go to a leaf game at the ACC
drive around canada and the us with no specific purpose
own lots of cats
at one point, have a six pack
things i want (and probably will have accomplished) by the end of the summer:
my car with 6 months insurance paid
some new hockey equipment
my phone bill, visa, hockey fees and meaghan paid off
to be in shape
this is a work in progress as stuff is always being adjusted