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I went golfing on Friday and it was so great to get out again. I didn't do as well as I used to but it was more about just being there. Steph came with me, we got a cart for a 3 par course just because we could. I hope to go again tomorrow. PLEASE DON'T RAIN
Friday night I went to good ol' Hamilton/Burlington. Played with the live sound system Jenn set up in the basement and sang songs about kool-aid, the dysfunctional lesbian safe house and my old room now being a stage. Later on Mich and I went to the club, but it was really dead.
Saturday came back to the C-bridge and went to Tara's birthday party. Steph came and got me and we headed over. EVERYONE I used to hang out with in highschool was there. With the exception of the Kitchener folk. Hell, even my ex-BOYfriend was there. I don't think he looked at me or spoke one word the whole time. What a guy. haha. Even though most of the night and today was spend being the 5th wheel with Sarah/Adam and Tara/Chris it was still good. I forgot how much I relate with guys. We made fun of Sarah and Tara a lot. In a nice way, of course. Sarah's dad spent the whole time I was there trying to convince me to play for Cambridge next year and not Brampton. IIIIII don't think so. I got out of Cambridge, and there's no way I'm getting sucked back in.
I decided that I'm going to my dad's for the summer. I'm leaving the first week of June and I won't be back until September sometime.
My mom and I had a good talk about her going out west and Randy. She's not going and she's not getting together with him until I have my own place. It's a good start. I hope she realizes that she doesn't need him at all.
I still have an uneasy feeling...like something big is going to happen. Like something is going to change. I hate the unknown.
That's all for now
Cheerio
Friday night I went to good ol' Hamilton/Burlington. Played with the live sound system Jenn set up in the basement and sang songs about kool-aid, the dysfunctional lesbian safe house and my old room now being a stage. Later on Mich and I went to the club, but it was really dead.
Saturday came back to the C-bridge and went to Tara's birthday party. Steph came and got me and we headed over. EVERYONE I used to hang out with in highschool was there. With the exception of the Kitchener folk. Hell, even my ex-BOYfriend was there. I don't think he looked at me or spoke one word the whole time. What a guy. haha. Even though most of the night and today was spend being the 5th wheel with Sarah/Adam and Tara/Chris it was still good. I forgot how much I relate with guys. We made fun of Sarah and Tara a lot. In a nice way, of course. Sarah's dad spent the whole time I was there trying to convince me to play for Cambridge next year and not Brampton. IIIIII don't think so. I got out of Cambridge, and there's no way I'm getting sucked back in.
I decided that I'm going to my dad's for the summer. I'm leaving the first week of June and I won't be back until September sometime.
My mom and I had a good talk about her going out west and Randy. She's not going and she's not getting together with him until I have my own place. It's a good start. I hope she realizes that she doesn't need him at all.
I still have an uneasy feeling...like something big is going to happen. Like something is going to change. I hate the unknown.
That's all for now
Cheerio