so this weekend was fun i guess, not too much happened, well i just thought id write to let everyone kno that im stil alive, scince its been so long scince ive updated.

+yeah...im at justins house...him and T.J are asllep tho..blah. tonite was pretty fun. we just hung out and shit, you kno, same ol same ol. but im havin a bit of a delema...see theres these two boys..{no names..sorry}. and ive been chillin alot lately with them, but you see, i like one of them, and they both like me, but the one i like was with a ( Read more... )

+im in computer class, todays a B day...lame, but shits actually goin pretty good right now. im hangin out with a whole new crowd, and im alot happier with my life. tonight im stayin at justins, i freekin love that kid so much, but i dunno, i kinda wanna chill with the boys before i settle down fer the nite. Lexi and booty are chillin with us ( Read more... )

whad up playa playas!! im at scuz' house again, ha. i practically live here, we just got home. tonight rocked like fukin WHOA. first we went to renzos, got hella faded, then called the rest onf the group and headed down to carson lanes, for the 4th drunk as fuck bowling game. dope as fuck, then we left and went to the wal*mart parking lot and were ( Read more... )

+ whad up kiddos...im at my favorite girly scuzs house...faded..hella ...hahaha, i love the shit out of scuz...id do anything for this girl, shes so fuckin bad ass, aww i juss love the shit outta her, shes such a sweetheart and fuck you if you think any different...ok, i love you kids...late

imma playa mother fuckers and i bet ill never change+

im in computer class right now...fun stuff? maybe not. im playing a game thats teaching me how to type...biotch i type fine!! anyways. its been a while scince ive last updated, but things are going swell...seriously. ive been hangin out with Lex dawg and Scuz lately, those girls are nuts, and i freekin love them to death. good times good times. ( Read more... )

|+ so me and my mom went and saw cheaper by the dozen yesterday. it was pretty gnar. then we went to blockbuster and rented some movies. on the way home i saw my friend terra driving somewhere, and i decided i missed her so i need to call and hang out. so i did this morning, and it was so much fun, talking about old times and shit, wow. the guys we ( Read more... )

ha. so yep. i fucked things up again. its going to stop soon right? i cant take this shaking. i hate it. i absolutley hate it. im dumb, and its my fault hes alone. lonely. he cant share love with anyone, cause he has to take care of me, cause im childish immature naive and easily manipulated. we share the same characteristics, he has the bottle to ( Read more... )

|+ nothing horrible ever happens right?+|

fuck you

fuck all of you.

I want a lover I dont have to love,
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesnt talk.
Wheres the kid with the chemicals?
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full.
I need some meaning I can memorize.
The kind that have always seemed to slip my mind

Play it again for me.

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