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I am not so sure taking the sales job was a good thing after all. The traveling is so much more than I was expecting and I have to spend time at home working on things like my expense reports because it is hard to do it from the road. Maybe I need to get a lap top so I can do more from the hotel rooms but honestly I sort of want to go back to customer service and regular hours. They filled my position already and the girl who got it is so sweet and was promoted from shipping so I don't want to go back and cause any problems even if I could ask for my position back. Maybe I am just homesick right now even though at the moment I am home lol haha. They are talking of maybe transferring me to the Duluth Georgia office because they have had some turnover but I don't know if I want to move. It could be too stressful for Helena but she says she is fine with whatever I decide. I would at least be far enough away from Philip that I could probably stop thinking about him more easily so I don't know, I guess I will keep thinking it over. I have family all over Georgia, so I would have built-in people but I would also have to find a new church and that would be hard.
I miss Bella when I am gone but she seems to be doing just fine here with Aunt H. She seems to have put on weight and I bet she is getting more treat snacks than she used to. Of course I have put on weight too because Helena loves to cook and she cooks southern which means lots of fat, cheese, salt and other yummy bad for you stuff. The freezer is always full of frozen leftovers she made for me and its so sweet of her to do that because I've told her she really doesn't need to. I need to lay off or my work clothes won't fit anymore!
I feel like I'm losing touch with my friends somewhat since I have been away so much and busy when I am home doing laundry and chores at the house. The only real free time I get anymore to visit with people is lunchtime after church. Even at home with Helena I get in so late sometimes that she is already tired so we don't get to catch up much. I didn't expect for my life to be so hectic after divorce, I thought it would be boring. Too bad I'm not busy doing fun and exciting things but there will be time for that later I believe.
Uh oh and now there is something happening outside with the neighbors, there are police and an ambulance and firetruck. I hope its not as bad as it looks from here
I miss Bella when I am gone but she seems to be doing just fine here with Aunt H. She seems to have put on weight and I bet she is getting more treat snacks than she used to. Of course I have put on weight too because Helena loves to cook and she cooks southern which means lots of fat, cheese, salt and other yummy bad for you stuff. The freezer is always full of frozen leftovers she made for me and its so sweet of her to do that because I've told her she really doesn't need to. I need to lay off or my work clothes won't fit anymore!
I feel like I'm losing touch with my friends somewhat since I have been away so much and busy when I am home doing laundry and chores at the house. The only real free time I get anymore to visit with people is lunchtime after church. Even at home with Helena I get in so late sometimes that she is already tired so we don't get to catch up much. I didn't expect for my life to be so hectic after divorce, I thought it would be boring. Too bad I'm not busy doing fun and exciting things but there will be time for that later I believe.
Uh oh and now there is something happening outside with the neighbors, there are police and an ambulance and firetruck. I hope its not as bad as it looks from here