i love my friends and ill miss them terribly.
so, my mom and dad had a talk. he wrote down everything she said.
i told her i wanted honesty from her, not bullshit. and thats what i got.
i got kicked out before i even got there...
she told my dad to tell linzi and i that she hopes we learn something from being "cut-off."
i learned a lot today... and i also had fun, with people who arent so fucking insane and confused and self centered.
at this point, im realizing its not worth crying over..
im above her bullshit... shes choosing her husband over her two oldest kids..and so be it..i cant change that..all i can do right now is think about myself and prove her wrong... more like, i can prove myself- and say she had nothing to do with it.
she wants to come to Oahu, soon [very soon.] whether its bullshit or not, i dunno.
i really honestly dont care.. im ashamed i ever got my hopes up about redwood and seeing my friends again.... but im already getting over it.
i told my mom the truth today, and i didnt lie to her... she fucking lied out of her ass like the total cunt that she is to me... so heres how it goes... karma.
karma karma and more fucking karma.
im mother fucking golden.
i really want nothing to do with her ever, ever, again.
she said she felt like a "loser" and she was "guilty" and that she needs to move around the world and follow my stepdads orders because shes "obligated" to.
shes also obligated to her offspring. but thats not the point.
my mom doesnt deserve to have linzi and i in her presence... everyday my dad busts his ass and takes care of us... what did my mom do? she fucked some ugly 50+ year old rich fuck... she can rot in hell.... my father fucking tries.
im just resentful and bitter- but she has nothing on me.
once again, im golden. and im going to forget about this...i wish i had the willpower to forgive her and like, "accept her insanity" as my grandmother put it...
im not sure if she can ever rebuild the two burnt bridges she fucking set on fire today, with linzi and i..
i dont think linzi should owes her an apology.
"peter doesnt want either of you living here. your only choice would be boarding school. he doesnt want the stress of two teenage girls."
thanks, mom.
well, whitney says "you cant pick your parents, but you can pick your boarding schools."
too bad my only choice now is this fucking island. but hey, im not gonna complain.
im gonna get what i want, im going to move on, and the whole time- my mom will have nothing to do with that. i hope she enjoys this...as much as i will.
i told her i wanted honesty from her, not bullshit. and thats what i got.
i got kicked out before i even got there...
she told my dad to tell linzi and i that she hopes we learn something from being "cut-off."
i learned a lot today... and i also had fun, with people who arent so fucking insane and confused and self centered.
at this point, im realizing its not worth crying over..
im above her bullshit... shes choosing her husband over her two oldest kids..and so be it..i cant change that..all i can do right now is think about myself and prove her wrong... more like, i can prove myself- and say she had nothing to do with it.
she wants to come to Oahu, soon [very soon.] whether its bullshit or not, i dunno.
i really honestly dont care.. im ashamed i ever got my hopes up about redwood and seeing my friends again.... but im already getting over it.
i told my mom the truth today, and i didnt lie to her... she fucking lied out of her ass like the total cunt that she is to me... so heres how it goes... karma.
karma karma and more fucking karma.
im mother fucking golden.
i really want nothing to do with her ever, ever, again.
she said she felt like a "loser" and she was "guilty" and that she needs to move around the world and follow my stepdads orders because shes "obligated" to.
shes also obligated to her offspring. but thats not the point.
my mom doesnt deserve to have linzi and i in her presence... everyday my dad busts his ass and takes care of us... what did my mom do? she fucked some ugly 50+ year old rich fuck... she can rot in hell.... my father fucking tries.
im just resentful and bitter- but she has nothing on me.
once again, im golden. and im going to forget about this...i wish i had the willpower to forgive her and like, "accept her insanity" as my grandmother put it...
im not sure if she can ever rebuild the two burnt bridges she fucking set on fire today, with linzi and i..
i dont think linzi should owes her an apology.
"peter doesnt want either of you living here. your only choice would be boarding school. he doesnt want the stress of two teenage girls."
thanks, mom.
well, whitney says "you cant pick your parents, but you can pick your boarding schools."
too bad my only choice now is this fucking island. but hey, im not gonna complain.
im gonna get what i want, im going to move on, and the whole time- my mom will have nothing to do with that. i hope she enjoys this...as much as i will.