I've been sleeping for hours. There is no one to hang out with. This is so depressing.

I feel like I'm sleeping through life.

Which doesn't make any sense, because it seems like I never get any sleep. But I'm always either sleeping or thinking about how much I want to be sleeping

I don't want to be tired anymore.

Today sucked.

Except Lindsay got her license yesterday and came to see me today. I made her dinner.

She makes me feel better.

I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I don't want to waste anyones time.

Once things start to look good it's just a sign that they are about to fall apart all over again.

How about some consistency for a change. Maybe I should get the hell out while there's still a chance. No. I wont. I wouldn't do that.

Sometimes I search my head so hard but the words just can't find my mouth. Silences stretch on forever. I'm full of ( Read more... )

Way to have lives.

Jerks.

Leave me behind.

Don't even mention my name.

I hate my job. It's turning me into a bad person I think. And I hate complaining all the time. Yesterday I worked a double, and I have to work tomorrow and the next day. Today two girls called in sick. I hate the public. Grrrr.

I didn't go to school today. School sucks.

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So who went to the gun show in Frederick today?

Don't buy tickets for lame movies.

Go listen to Kids on Coke instead.

I didn't go to school today. I slept all day, but I'm still tired. I'm grounded again. I don't think I care anymore. I've missed 25 days this year. I don't know how many times I've been late. What's the point anymore? What am I gonna do? Why do I even try?

At least the weather's nice.