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Aug 12, 2011 13:24

Planetarium is a good song to dedicate to a lover. Odd how I've never wanted to dedicate it to anyone...yet. Matter of time, I suppose. Maybe never. I'm secretly and quite openly a romantic. XD Even though I know the realities of love and what we pretend it to be. Infected by idealism, I guess.

I have, though, dedicated 1000万回のKiss to someone I used to love. And it's fitting. I've moved on, but I feel braver for it. Still a good song, but there are times when I don't want to listen to it, because it brings pain at the wrong times.

I love to sing, and the songs I relate to when I think of someone is reflective of how I feel about them. I've been playing Sunye's Maybe a lot recently, and it feels right for the first time ever since when I first heard it and tried to apply it (didn't work then). I don't understand Korean but hey! That's what translations are for. XD

And then there's Addicted to You by Hikki, which never felt right until recently too. It's still not quite right, but some parts...those are the parts that make me laugh because it could be true, almost, except that I know better than to fall into that trap. XD

On that note, Hikki's songs generally make me emo like hell because I identify with too many of them. In a bad way. orz For You has been the song of choice for years. I'm glad to finally be free of it. And Flavor of Life gave me a great song to mark an ending.

Oh! Almost forgot BoA's is this love from her Identity album. It's like the not so obsessive version of the lyrics from Addicted to You, with a slightly more positive spin. 今日はもう うまく この気持ち隠せない~ It's a great song to sing. And the first line gets me hooked because it's the same concept from the Hikki song. 誰にも言わない~

Some songs I sing for myself. Momusu's Only You, for some reason, is one of them. BoA's duet with Miura Daichi, Possibility, is another, for some inexplicable reason. I don't even identify with that song, though the Momusu one makes sense. It's just a good song I guess, plus it rescued NR for me. Haha. XD The song of my life is probably Sakura Fubuki, because I'm just like Mars. I am of Mars, at any rate. Someone who is deeply religious and not at the same time. XD It suits me. I don't wanna grow up, I don't believe, I want to believe.

I really do love my music. Sometimes I wish I could just speak, but sometimes I am saying everything I ever wanted through the songs I want people to hear. Hm. Interesting.

random, musings, songs

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