Jan 15, 2006 20:05
From grace she fell beneath the ashes.
That forced her to her knees, cut her open wide.
To bleed her body dry of feeling.
The wounds will form no scars, only memories.
Tearing at the scars she's open wide.
Screaming till her lungs collapse.
Behind her cold and vacant eyes the innocence that dies inside.
The tears that line her face the anguish.
The lies she's fed herself closing loveless eyes.
To bleed her body dry the feeling of breath escaping lips closing lifeless eyes.
Tearing at the scars she's open wide.
Screaming till her lungs collapse.
Behind her cold and vacant eyes.
The innocence that dies inside.
She dies inside.
Tearing at the scars she's open wide.
Screaming till her lungs collapse.
Behind her cold and vacant, the innocence that dies inside.
-The Agony Scene: PREY
I am nothing. I feel worthless.
Like daddy always use to say..."no other man will love you more than me."
therefore no man will ever love me at all.
& now daddy says..."no man will ever want to be with or love you because your nothing more than a selfish bitch."
Maybe he is right. Am I that blind.
He makes me sick.
I know I will cry again tonight, but not tomorrow.
I know that I will be okay.
I am stronger now.
I deserve better than this and I am fully aware of it.
I can handle this.
It will be okay... I just keep saying that to myself.
with every deep breath...I'll be just fine.