Pissed off kid
So you sit and look at your interactions over the day, looks and so on. Body language, you get the gist. How we all treat one another. My conclusion is that I'm a pissed off little kid that is unhappy the world doesn't work the way he wants it to. That will pass with time. More light-hearted moods to come. But for right now got this worm in my brain. To that I say whatever and go along with it. Hey, feelings are feelings, right.