Stare
Stare at this to make myself write about these thoughts that I've had and these urges unnamed. Look at these words and those times I thought of how I'd be seen and those eyes that would percieve my being. Wonder at the other and wonder at the chance and wonder no more. Drive yourself to this. Insignificance. I have nothing to say. I have nothing to say. I'll only stare. I'll only look and wonder at what those others are doing. At how they choose to make word and action one. How one strives to make intention and extension one. How is it that we strive so much? So much and strive and word and action and oneness. I'll just stare at what never could have been and look at myself and wonder why. I'll strive to blur the distinction between intension and extension to make my urge unnamed and wonder no more at why I perceive my being in this way. That is what I will be doing.