Fucking insomnia
Ok I have to rant cause this is fucking ridiculous. I took the day off cause I had a dentist appointment, and I ended up cancelling it cause I couldn't get any sleep. I went to bed at 3 and set my alarm for 10, but I ended up just lying down for six and a half hours without being able to fall asleep. How the fuck is that possible? I only got six hours of sleep yesterday so I was already pretty tired when I went to bed, so I shouldn't have had any trouble falling asleep.
First time I checked the time on my DS it was 4:30, so I was like FUCK, I'm only gonna get like five hours of sleep, which is bad, cause I need AT LEAST seven to function properly, preferably eight. Then I went back to trying to fall asleep, until I realized it was light out. I checked the time and it was fucking 8:30. I pretty much gave up on getting any sleep then, but I stayed in bed till 9:30 just in case. Then I was like FUCK THIS SHIT, there's NO WAY I'm making it to my appointment, especially since it takes like two hours to get there, counting the bus, the metro, and the other bus. So I got up and cancelled my appointment, then I ate something cause I felt like I was about to faint. And now I'm debating whether I should stay up or try to sleep again. I'm too tired to stay up (I don't even know how I'm able to write this) but if I go to bed now and actually fall asleep, I'm never gonna be able to sleep tonight, and I have to wake up at 7:30 tomorrow to go to work. FUCK.
First time I checked the time on my DS it was 4:30, so I was like FUCK, I'm only gonna get like five hours of sleep, which is bad, cause I need AT LEAST seven to function properly, preferably eight. Then I went back to trying to fall asleep, until I realized it was light out. I checked the time and it was fucking 8:30. I pretty much gave up on getting any sleep then, but I stayed in bed till 9:30 just in case. Then I was like FUCK THIS SHIT, there's NO WAY I'm making it to my appointment, especially since it takes like two hours to get there, counting the bus, the metro, and the other bus. So I got up and cancelled my appointment, then I ate something cause I felt like I was about to faint. And now I'm debating whether I should stay up or try to sleep again. I'm too tired to stay up (I don't even know how I'm able to write this) but if I go to bed now and actually fall asleep, I'm never gonna be able to sleep tonight, and I have to wake up at 7:30 tomorrow to go to work. FUCK.